The Last Day Of 2014! The First Day Of 2015! Now What?

I will sing of the mercies of my Yah forever I will sing!

I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name!

Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014 at 9:55 am

WOW! O my Father! The last day of 2014! So much happened in the last 12 months and yet, it is frightening because it all happened in lightning speed!

Time is flying by us so swift and the times are changing just as swiftly that we hardly have any time to assimilate the meaning of it all!

What do You have in store for us in this new year ahead of us? Will Your children come to grips with the reality of their false security in the confine of civilization?

Will Your children dismount the steeds of knowledge and self-righteousness? Will Your children bust open the boxes that encase their concept they have of Your Mighty Being?

Father, it all seems so utterly uncertain and frightening even as I live & breathe in Your Presence, but, when I observe the fruit from the forbidden tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil in all the doings of the authorities in this world as well as in Your children I fear for my loved ones and You know it my Father!

For my loved ones are, still, asleep! I do not have a single indication of anyone coming to grips with their own selves. Most all are consumed with the affairs of this life. Life eternal is only an elusive concept to most of Your children!

In the other hand, I know my Father that You are never late nor tardy to fulfill Your promises in spite of my puny foresight!

So, I thank You for letting me vent out my concerns to You; for You know that for the moment I am content and satisfied with the knowledge that You are in control of My life and I have nothing to worry about.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014 at 9:18 pm

Father, You have not seen fit to gift me with a friend to share my life in Your Presence, so, one more year is about to begin and I find myself alone in Your Presence.

But O my Father, You know of my sadness because I have no one, because I am alone and I am not even in anyone’s mind to remember me.

Even so, You know my Father that I no longer fit in the lifestyle of most of Your children. Thus I am content to be alone even when I am not all excited about it!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014 at 11:52 pm

My Father, it’s only seven minutes left for this year. I woke up only a few minutes ago. I find myself in perfect peace yet alone in Your Presence. For I have not heard from Ahmad and do not know why he has not called me. I have not much of an idea of what is going on outside of my room.

Silence surrounds me, no one to hug, no one to join me to bid farewell to the 2014 as it is done and has been done in former times! Perhaps all my former notions must go forever. Is this an indication of what it shall be for me in the year to come?

Now I hear the sound of the last midnight of 2014 and the first day of 2015 has begun!

Not much of a sound that was lasting only for a couple of minutes unlike what is going on in the USA at this instant of time.

Thursday, January 01, 2015 at 12:05 am

Silence remains. I stand alone in Your Presence and lift up my being to worship You at this moment when the age of mankind along with all its wickedness is about to end!

I want to cry, Come! Yahushua, come into the heart of each one of Your children! Come and set us free even from our own selves before we perish with the rest of mankind!

Do You hear my cry, my Father? I am sure You do even when I have no indication that it is so. What am I to do now? Perhaps it is my place to call Ahmad?

Father, I called Ahmad and found out that his son is ill. O my Father, only You know why all of these reverses come to pass in Ahmad’s life.

I know my Father that You are giving me Your wisdom on how to proceed with my relationship with Ahmad. The dream of a few nights ago comes to mind!

Yes, You are investing me with a new attire as You do for all of Your children that have come to their senses and return home to You!

Perhaps for the last six years I have been squandering my emotions and have depleted them enough to come to my senses to see the futility of living on emotional ground!

Perhaps in Your unfathomable wisdom You orchestrated not only the last six years of my life but also all the years of my existence on these earthly grounds.

Indeed! So it’s written! I see it as You bring to my remembrance Psalms 139 as You have done before whenever You have brought me to a new crossroad in my life.

So, all is to happen as it is Your will to happen! Nothing in my carnal mind & heart will ever take place!

For it is as it’s written, but, before I quote the Scriptures coming to mind written in the letters from our brother Shaul (Paul) I would like to clarify what I have written before about those letters.

In the article titled, Let Our Messiah Get A Hold Of Us So We Can Abandon Our Willful Ways And Get Into Our Father’s Will & Ways …. I wrote,

Therefore, as I observe the doings of Your people and find no fault in them I am, to say the least, baffled! Why? And why not? Perplexity is the result of so many seemingly conflicting passages of Scriptures.

And as I observe the doings of Your people and read all those passages of seemingly conflicting Scriptures I see how those passages have become the norm of life for Your children.

Your children pattern themselves by such passages and profit a good life by doing so, but then, You open my eyes to see what You see in all the good life and wonderful good deeds of Your people.

And as You open my eyes those seemingly conflicting passages become quite clear and I find not any conflict at all in such passages. What am I talking about?

Have you heard the expression of putting the cart before the horse? That’s what we all good people do! No question about it!

Christian pulling cart-and horseWe put the horse behind or in the cart and pull, pull, pull to the point of exhaustion thinking that we are doing a great deed by letting the horse rest and doing his work ourselves.

In plain words we do all good works by our own will and power of understanding, exactly what Yahushua Messiah tells us not to do! Why? Why we do not obey Yahushua?

Because we do not realize that we are to do or obey first and uppermost Yahushua’s words written in the four Books prior to those seemingly conflicting passages that are practiced!

If we do not obey Yahushua’s words we are not abiding in Yahushua and if we do not abide in Yahushua of our own we cannot do anything! Let me see if I can illustrate this matter.

Alright, from there on I give my testimony of how the Set Apart Spirit has been and it is doing to this moment of time with me to deprogram all the wrong concepts that I have been accumulating in my mind by my willing consent!

Oki-dokey! Now I will come to the point to demonstrate how my Teacher is leading me and where I am in my learning curve.

Up above I wrote, ‘Nothing in my carnal mind & heart will ever take place! For it is as it’s written,’  and from there I was led to quote from a previous article before quoting what it’s written.

Now, about the Scriptures in 1 Corinthians 2:4-16 that I am about to quote, let me state my understanding of such passage in the past.

In the past I appropriated such passage and I will freely quote it to declare that I had the mind of our Messiah, but, I did not have the mind of our Messiah.

All I had was my understanding of those letters and I figured that my understanding and my will to have the mind of our Messiah was all I needed.

The futility of my understanding never occurred to me; why? Because such doctrine is rampart among Christians—that is one of the reasons that most all engage in Bible studies and even the memorizing of the Scriptures—that is the way that we apply the Scriptures to our daily living.

Furthermore not only we apply the Scriptures to our daily living but also we teach others to do the same! Thus we have come to believe a lie and truth is thrown in the streets! (Isaiah 59:14-21).

Even so, our Father is well aware of what we are doing and on His due time we will all come to loath ourselves or our thinking and feeling and repent in dust & ashes! Of that I am sure!

In the present I will now quote 1 Corinthians 2:4-16 in the light of our Father’s Spirit—my Teacher, because my time has come for my Teacher to demonstrate His Presence and the power of our Father/Creator/Redeemer of our beings within me and in my everyday doings of mine.

Remember that before, in the past, I, not the Spirit, but, I appropriated such passage by my will & mind power, just like it is done by most all of the ones in my world!

Thus I came to believe the lie of having the mind of Messiah when I did not! And I came to walk in the lie and repeat the many arrogant sayings among Christians that makes them sound so utterly ‘holy than thou’ to the rest of the world!

For there is nothing ‘holy’ in the carnal mind & will of the humankind, but, the human being is not able to accept such fact until our Father/Creator/Redeemer of our souls intervenes by way of the word of the testimony and the blood of the Lamb of His Set Apart ones!

And this is the purpose of this writing—my testimony or witness that I am living by the power that raised up Yahushua or the ‘blood of the Lamb’.

In other words this is my testimony that I no longer live by my will & mind power in the realm of my emotional senses.

Indeed! By all practical purposes I have denied my will & mind power and repented in dust & ashes from believing the lie that I once believed—I have repented of my self-righteousness and I am no longer pulling that cart and horse in lieu of obeying Yahushua’s words verbatim!

And truly, I am not bashing and antagonizing the Christians et all, because, when I read the epistles or letters of Shaul (Paul) I can see how easily all of such letters can be misunderstood.

For as I stated before, when I observe the life & behavior of my loved ones I find nothing wrong to my own estimation of things, but, when I deny my will & mind power in my estimation of things, amazingly, my Teacher quickens to me why I cannot see anything the wrong with my will & mind power.

And my Teacher sends me back to the same Scriptures that trouble me and quickens to me the key verse in all chapters read that most all of our Father’s children have missed and the reason why they are now living in a lie. What am I talking about?

Well, this morning my Teacher sent me to Ephesians 4 and as I was reading I was thinking that in the past I had always strived to abide in those words written in Ephesians 4 just like everybody else strives to do the same and get others as well to live by those words even now at the present time!

Suddenly! This morning my Teacher arrested my thoughts and quickened me Ephesians 4:20-21 and my eyes popped opened to carefully read the most important verses in the whole chapter!

And I saw how I had not paid any mind whatsoever to the writer’s assumption that I had heard and been taught by Yahushua Messiah!

Indeed I had not either heard nor been taught by Yahushua and I had not learned from Yahushua Messiah as the writer assumed,

But you did not so learn Messiah! Assuming that you have really heard Him and been taught by Him, as all Truth is in Yahushua Messiah—embodied and personified in Him,…

WOW! To this day my loved ones live and breathe in the assumption that Yahushua has not only taught them but also Yahushua has given them Yahushua’s mind! Sadly it is not so!

And again, this is the purpose of this writing—my testimony or witness that I am living by the power that raised up Yahushua or by the ‘blood of the Lamb’.

In other words this is my testimony that I no longer live by my will & mind power in the realm of my emotional senses.

Indeed! By all practical purposes I have denied my will & mind power and repented in dust & ashes from believing the lie that I once believed—I have repented of my self-righteousness and I am no longer pulling that cart and horse in lieu of obeying Yahushua’s words verbatim!

Furthermore, this testimony of mine has nothing to do with my own self efforts! It is all the work that our Father has performed within me in the last six years of my stay in this region of the world!

And so, I can now see the accuracy of 1 Corinthians 2:4-16 when Shaul (Paul) addressed the illustrious Corinthians—a group not much different than the organized church or religious groups of this day & time! It’s written,

And my language and my message were not set forth in persuasive (enticing and plausible) words of wisdom, but they were in demonstration of the Set-Apart Spirit and power—a proof by the Spirit and power of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings operating on me and stirring in the minds of my hearers the most righteous emotions and thus persuading them, so that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men—human philosophy, but in the power of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings .

Yet when we are among the full-grown (spiritually mature children of Yahuwah who are ripe in understanding), we do impart a higher wisdom—the knowledge of the plan previously hidden; but it is indeed not a wisdom of this present age or of this world nor of the leaders and rulers of this age, who are being brought to nothing and are doomed to pass away. But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings  once hidden from the human understanding and now revealed to us by Yahuwah Himself—that wisdom which Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings  devised and decreed before the ages for our esteem—to lift us into the esteem of His presence.

None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have impaled the Master of esteem. But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings has prepared—made and keeps ready for those who love or obey Him—who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed.

Yet to us Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the Set-Apart Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings—the righteous counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. For what person perceives (knows and understands) what passes through a man’s thoughts except the man’s own spirit within him? Just so no one discerns—comes to know and comprehend the thoughts of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings  except the Spirit of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings.

Now we have not received the spirit that belongs to the world, but the Set-Apart Spirit Who is from Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings , given to us that we might realize and comprehend and appreciate the gifts of  favor and blessing so freely and lavishly bestowed on us by Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings .

And we are setting these truths forth in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Set-Apart Spirit, combining and interpreting spiritual truths with spiritual language—to those who possess the Se-Apart Spirit.

But the natural, non-spiritual man does not accept or welcome or admit into his heart the gifts and teachings and revelations of the Spirit of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings , for they are folly (meaningless nonsense) to him; and he is incapable of knowing them—of progressively recognizing, understanding, and becoming better acquainted with them because they are spiritually discerned and estimated and appreciated.

But the spiritual man tries all things he examines, investigates, inquires into, questions, and discerns all things, yet is himself to be put on trial and judged by no one—he can read the meaning of everything, but no one can properly discern or appraise or get an insight into him. For who has known or understood the mind—the counsels and purposes of the Master so as to guide and instruct Him and give Him knowledge? But we have the mind of the Messiah and do hold the thoughts (feelings and purposes) of His heart.

1 Corinthians 2:9  But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa. 64:4; 65:17.]

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Silly me! The one thing that would greatly trouble me in the past as I would read, ‘but they were in demonstration of the Set-Apart Spirit and power—a proof by the Spirit and power of Yahuwah—the Almighty Creator of our beings operating on me’  ….

My emotions would plummet down by my thinking that Paul was talking about the signs and wonders that Paul had performed, but, I, in turn did not have any signs & wonders in my repertoire of life that I could have accounted for my credential!

O but how silly I was! I equated the power of the Almighty’s Spirit only with signs & wonders never once thinking that such power is the power to live a life submitted to the will of our Father/Creator!

There could be signs & wonders in the course of such a life, but, that is not the power that Shaul (Paul) was talking about.

Shaul (Paul) was talking about the power to live a resurrected life even now while on earth—a life above the cares of this world—the power that cannot be achieved by the self-efforts of any human being

And that power is given to each one of us at the time of our new birth, but, we choose to ignore such power and live our lives only on an erroneous concept of the same. Thus we suffer and grieve that Spirit within us!

Thursday, January 01, 2015 at 8:44 pm

This first day of 2015 is almost gone without any chattering event taking place! Nonetheless, these chattering events are only a figment of my exuberant imagination always looking for the dramatic!

The reality of the life that I am now living is a life of peace & contentment in spite of whatever unpleasant situations present themselves in the course of such life!

No, there are no suppressed emotions or any grin & bear martyr syndrome in this life that I am now living! Indeed! I am as real & genuine human being as anyone could aspire to be to no avail!

For this genuineness or authentic character cannot be obtained by any human effort—indeed the whole matter is the work of the Almighty Spirit in shaping & molding us in the image of the Son in the course of our entire lives as it’s written,

Romans 8:29  For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning—foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And so, just like Yahushua I do not grin & bear and suffer the arrogance of mankind, rather, I blast such arrogance no matter the rank of any one that flaunts their arrogance to me!

And then again most of the time I just ignore the fools and go about my business! No need to waste my time and emotions in retaliation and letting people disturb my peace!

But then I wonder if when the threatening times become a reality and Satan takes over this world prior to the return of our Messiah, I wonder, will I react as Yahushua reacted?

Yes, as a human being I wonder and plead, ‘let this cup pass from me!’ but then, in the next sentence I exclaim, NEVERTHELESS let Your will be done not mine! And immediately the courage to face the future as Yahushua did comes to me big time!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

 

Author: thiaBasilia

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present.
1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind.
2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.
3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels.
4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky!
5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings.
I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you?
Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said,
Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. …
In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life.
I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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