I am too blessed to be depressed but…. Let’s face it—harsh reality can be deeepressing!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, January 14, 2015 at 6:02 am

Father, I know that You are well aware that I am too blessed to be depressed…but let’s face it—harsh reality can be deeepressing!

And Father? This harsh reality is getting to me! Goodness sake! Everywhere I turn, there is the monster of positiveness staring at me!

And Father, You are also well aware that I am one of the most positive persons in this whole miserable world inhabited not only by human beings but also by the myriad of spiritual beings that are ignored by all human beings out of sheer ignorance or arrogance!

And so my Father, no two ways about it, the whole spectrum of this harsh reality can get to even the most positive ones living in Your Presence as a matter of fact not fiction!

In addition, truthfully my Father, You have gifted me with a couple of friends that do not fit in this whole conglomeration of positive thinkers and doers!

Even more, You know my Father that just because You have also gifted me with a sense of humor and a delightful personality those gifts are not to be used to pamper our wicked natures at all!

Indeed! My gifted sense of humor and delightful personality are to be used to KILL that wicked thing within all of us!

And nobody wants to die daily like I do, so people avoids me like the plague!

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! The best thing that they can come up with when they sense my holy ax to destroy all their dreams to pamper that wicked thing, the best thing is, “I got to go to the bathroom!” and up they go and stay in that bathroom until they determine is safe to come out!

What can I say to such request? It used to make me angry, but, thanks to my Father taking control of all my violent emotions, it now only amuses me!

The list of excuses to avoid my killing ax goes on and on—“I don’t understand your writings!” “I don’t have time to read such long essays!” “That’s what you believe!” “I know myself and I am not like that! God knows my heart!”

O yeah, on this last one of God knowing the heart—one of the most popular ones to reach my ears, all I can say is, “Ah! But God does know that the human heart is wicked above all things!

Have you ever read about the human heart in the Scriptures misnomer ‘the Bible’?” Check it out if you have that book,

Jeremiah 17:9  The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]? [Matt. 13:15-17; Mark 7:21-23; Eph. 4:20-24.]

O well, my Father, I bring it all to You. You know what You are doing when You inspire these lines that You want me to post in Blogging 101!

I wonder, would that qualify as being a good neighbor? I haven’t got the slightest what they mean with that assignment!

I am just as goofy as the next one when it comes to figuring out the serious things in this world!

Ah! But I see that I am supposed to read 5 blogs and comment on those!

O well, how can I fulfill such assignment when half the time I can’t find where to post my comment?

Then the other half of the time, there are thousands of other comments worded with such beautiful positive words that stumps all my sincere wish to post anything for fear of offending the positive thing in all those comments!

O wretched thing that I am! Maybe I will just tell people how when all the American citizens were enjoying their succulent thanksgiving dinners including roasted turkey, I, on my day, totally enjoyed eating my roasted rice! Want the recipe?

Maybe telling that mini story will generate some comments and I can find where to reply and that ought to qualify me as a good neighbor! All I need for this assignment is 5 comments to reply to! Just a thought, I hope it works! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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