So Much Is Happening While I Sit Still In The Presence Of My Father While He Does His Works In All Hearts & Minds….
My entire array of shenanigans ALL GONE! SOLD OUT! Hahaha! HalleluYah! What a blessing! So? My Master Continues To Develop The Scope Of My Time Here Until…
Hey! It is not a matter of being ‘good’ or ‘bad’! It’s a matter of submission. Am I submitted to my Maker?
Saturday, December 12, 2015 at 10:46 pm
Well, I recorded the date but, I went to check my cooking and never came back to record my thoughts at that moment of time. Now, the midnight just strokes. On to another day.
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 12:03 am
One more midnight on the way to Kingdom come! Yeap! Soon and very soon, we are going to see the King! HalleluYah! HalleluYah!
In the meantime, I must follow Your lead to alert Your children to prepare to receive the King. We must be thinking on the lines of, Luke 21:34-36 TAKE HEED worldly worries?
But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life, and lest that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. Keep awake then and watch at all times—be discreet, attentive, and READY, praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things taken together that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.
For myself? I am taking heed big time! Daily and under any and all circumstances, I am dying to the present life on these earthly grounds and living in the bliss of eternity!
So? I am human, eh? I have to eat and drink and take care of all my basic needs, that I do but, to indulge in all the luxuries of my past? No longer a need to do so!
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 4:19 am
The last sentence was written while my head was bent and my eyes practically closed. I dragged my carcass to bed, collapsed. Next thing? Woke up. Looked at the time, 3:43 am.
Oh good! Three hours. Thanks my Father! Help me to make it to the toilet without an ‘accident’. Too much info? No need for me to mention ‘toilet’ use?
Let me tell you, a long, long time ago, in Westwego, Louisiana, where I met my beloved Frances, stealer of my heart to give it to Yahushua while I visited her little Baptist church.
Amazing and dramatic happenings in my life began to happen because of that little Frances stealing my heart to give it to the One all Christian call ‘Jesus’.
In reality that ‘Jesus’ of the Christians has a legal unchanging name of Yahushua. Such is the fact that soon will be accepted not only by the Christians but by all belonging to that Name above all other names!
Anyhow, this little tale I am about to relate about the mention of my toilet use, took place in that little Baptist church in Westwego, Louisiana.
I came to the conference. The little church was packed but, I found a pew. I sat in that pew. The guest preacher begun his sermon?
Well? This one ‘preacher’ was different. Humility sparked from his being. He talked down from the elevated pulpit. Holding the mike in one hand, he paced in front of us pew sitters and related the most captivating words that sunk in my spirit to this moment of time.
I do not remember his name or his face but, those simply captivating words? Truly, never have or would be forgotten! Among those words, I still hear his quieted voice,
“I tell you all, we cannot do anything without Him. We cannot even use the toilet without Him!”
Chee-whiz! Perhaps that happening took place some 30 years ago. Even so, since then, I never forget to ask for His needed assistance with my ‘toilet’ predicaments!
Haha! HalleluYah! My Master is for real. Like a doting Father to His little girl that I am, He never fails me. (Those accidents only happen when I forget to ask Him for assistance. HaHa!)
So, there! My point is, the Father & Son are One—the Father & Son are the Creators of our beings. The Father & Son are One Entity to be addressed as ‘Father’.
The Father & Son bear the same name of that was given to Moses as four Hebrew consonants (YHWH) called the tetragrammaton. Click in the following link for a simple explanation of the matter of the Name above all names. About the Name.
Again, my emphasis is in the fact that my Father is a Real Spiritual Reality within my being that I can approach at all times and under any circumstances of my daily living.
This matter got nothing to do with ‘religion’! This matter got nothing to do with all the ‘goodness’ of our making or of this world’s makings.
In fact ALL of our goodness is an stench into our Father’s nostrils including all of ‘my holy goodness’! Can you fathom that? Go figure it! Haha! HalleluYah!
Alright! Let’s get serious here now. I am not being fictitious when I state that, I am ‘no good’! Honestly, people gets much concerned with my mental sanity because I insist that I am ‘no good’!
In addition, to my own carnal consternation and my spiritual joy, Yahushua has set me free from my own carnal goodness. Read such a fact as you bear with yours truly’s daily record of the details of my journey in the Presence of my Master.
Thus, I rejoice in the knowledge that there is absolutely nothing good within my carnal nature. For such knowledge gives me the power to surrender or turn in such a nature to the control of my Beloved Master—Creator and Redeemer of my soul!
And now I have to pause in the midst of these worthy reflections, why? For one thing, I am sleepy but, for another thing? I am hungry, I am thirsty and in need to go to the toilet again! Guess I must take care of all of that and forget about my sleepiness! Haha! HalleluYah! Later, alligator! Be back soon!
Furthermore, I will continue to share my daily journey in the Presence of our Father/Creator for a witness that such Presence is available to anyone, regardless of rank or reputation.
In the depth of my being, Father knows that there is no guile within my being. I take comfort in that matter because, I sense that if all else doubt my inner state & condition, there is one person that does not.
For true? One person is in your side? Welll? That’s what it feels right now because, my Google phone is not working and this one person is the only one that I can endlessly talk to without her need to use the toilet. Bless her heart. Father will reward her good deed!
The truth of the matter is, I have nothing to bicker about. Numerous ones have no doubt of my gifted integrity. For Father has seen to it to gift me an Internet family that can compensate me at this moment of temporary aloofness from my own children & friends.
Sunday, December 13, 2015 at 6:25 pm
I have been trying to stay awake to no avail. So, I am going to bed and hope You give Your beloved sleep.
Monday, December 14, 2015 at 1:06 am
Father? Some people leave things be to take place by chance—let it happen is their mode of life. Me? not me! I have not been one of those people to leave it be, I have always been one of those people to either make it happen or die in the trying.
Well? Guess what? I am now in neither one of those categories. Rather, now I let my Father in the heavens take care of things for me. Big difference!
Let me put it like this, yes, whatever circumstance comes my way? I can immediately dish out a thousand ways to resolve it but, I am totally conscious of the fact that none of those ways can really work
at all! Oh?
Exactly, even when something starts out to work, it comes to an end without amend. Honestly, we all know that all things come to an end as time on our earthly carcasses descends.
No brainer. So? what is the purpose of this observation?
I am fixing to tell you a real ‘brainer from on high’. There is a big difference on leaving things to chance and putting one’s trust on the Mighty Creator of our beings.
The person that leaves things to chance? They are trusting their luck or good fortune which sometimes works for a time and sometimes does not work at all!
The person that leaves things in the hands of the Creator? They are trusting the Creator who ALWAYS works all things for our eternal good! I am now that kind of person by the power of love from on high! Haha! HalleluYah!
Alright! For the immediate moment? I am trusting my Father to give me whatever it takes to finish the one project at hand—the new master piece of the blog to be my own creation from scratch!
Onwards I go. No need to struggle with my own carnal frustrations. Father knows best and by now? I know that to be the sure thing!
Tuesday, December 15, 2015 at 1:37 am
Yeap! Father knows best, that’s for sure! Here we are: My precious baby Ahmad is in bad shape to say the least! Not only he lost thousands of Dinars with the hotel fiasco in Aqaba but also and most tragic? My baby lost his dignity and esteem or so it seems!
My beautiful baby gifted son though, is walking around still, as if he owns the world but, inside of his grey matter? Nothing but defeat, confusion and shame—his dignity & pride of peace & goodness? It’s just about gone!
Me? Myself? Liken to the ancient prophet Habbacuck, I sit here in my watchtower and observe the gruesome spectrum as I wait for my Father to do His best not only in my baby’s predicament of life but also, in the whole predicament of the majority of His children scattered in the four corners of these earthly grounds which for now I walk on. What is going on with my gifted son?
Let’s see what the ancient prophet saw. As I pulled the file with the Scripture label, I found out that, I wrote it all back in 2011. Astonished about such finding?
Yes, indeed! Thus, I revised it, formatted as a pdf file and, I intent to post it today for all to read at their convenience.
For this is a most important piece of information for the times we are going through.
That is why I am giving you the link while I am still working of formatting it as a book. May you be blessed by reading it as I have done my own self.
Habakkuk 1-2Sent To The LOST SHEEP OF YISRAEL
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia