Am I Angry? Yes! I Am Angry At You This Morning…

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Thursday, May 4, 2017 5:38 am

AM I ANGRY? YES, I AM ANGRY AT YOU this morning! Why do You let us suffer? Are we ever to learn obedience by the things we suffer? Evidently not so. The more we suffer the further we get from You. Guess we are still in the state of Cain.

We try to obey You with our good deeds, but! You do not accept our good deeds. Then, the question remains, “Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected?”

Genesis 4:3-8

  • And in the course of time Cain brought to the Master an offering of the fruit of the ground.
  • And Abel brought of the firstborn of his flock and of the fat portions. And the Master had respect and regard for Abel and for his offering,
  • But for Cain and his offering He had no respect or regard. So Cain was exceedingly angry and indignant, and he looked sad and depressed.
  • And the Master said to Cain, Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected?
  • If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin crouches at your door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.
  • And Cain said to his brother, Let us go out to the field. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him.

Why am I angry? Hello Cain within me! Here I woke up this morning angry at You. Why? Because my Internet was re-connected yesterday. I had nearly 1000 emails. Not a single one a personal email to inquire about me. It seems like I don’t exist to my family & friends.

Me? My carnal human nature? I blame it on You. Yes, You know it. You know that I am angry and so are You. We are at the times of Noah, but! No one seems to care. My heart is full of joy and gratitude because of Your mercy to give us an opportunity to prepare for the future destruction coming to us, but! No one responds. Not even Ahmad is seriously joining me in obedience to Your word.

I have been working for You for better that 30 years. I have published all details of Your work within me. Still, no response other than, “That’s nice. Wish I could write like you!”

Ahmad? He is too busy with what seems to be ‘Important’ to him, like getting me honey & whatever to appease his conscious for not responding to the voice within me.

  • No, this is not a complain. But we are as it were the times of Noah now more than ever before, and! No one seems to do anything about it. So long they been reading those words, and? Nothing! No fear of You. Least that’s what seems to me. Quote,

Gen 6:11  The earth was depraved and putrid in God’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power). End of quote.

The truth is, You have brought me to the point of sitting still. To the point of letting the blind follow the blind. I am perfectly content up here in my place of spiritual quietness or peace that surpasses the human understanding.

  • No human being can connect with this state of my being unless, You open their eyes & ears to see & to hear You and Your voice as I see You & hear Your voice. THAT’S WHY I am angry at You! Because it seems to me, You have not done so.

Coming to terms with the truth You have revealed to us all, I am no longer angry. Thanks, my Father. You always speak to us all, not just to me. It looks most everybody either ignore You or attribute to their credit whatever they hear.

I don’t mind saying it but! I do like people telling me “awesome” for everything I write, but! O well, it bothers me, because I do not write from my head smarts—I do not deserve the ‘awesome’ they give me. Or, perhaps they are not awesome ‘me’? Perhaps I am only attributing the credit to myself? Mea culpa! I am the guilty one. Mercy, my Master!

Thursday, May 4, 2017 at 2:26 pm

Well, it’s the middle of the afternoon. Ahmad promised to come this afternoon. Yazeed promised to come as well. Would they come? Maybe yes. Maybe not. They do not know how to keep their word. I am finally getting to terms with such behavior. I no longer fret about it.

Friday, May 5, 2017 at 5:57 am

Ha! Neither Ahmad nor Yazeed showed up just like I figured they wouldn’t. It did not bother me. I waited and waited. Finally, around 8 pm little Ephraim showed up with my jars of honey. Hahaha! So much love in the family!

Wonder what wonder You have in store for me on this day You have made for me and, for all! You rain on the just and the unjust.

Ah! It just came to me. Publish today. Publish what you wrote since yesterday and announce the soon to be publish, LOVE—The End Of The Matter. The Power Of Love.

Phew! Guess I am not angry at You anymore. Guess I am not angry, period. I was angry at You. Angry at everyone else. I resolved never to speak or post or visit or go out of my place ever again!

  • But, You are so good! Now I can face the world because You live. Because You live, I can face today, tomorrow and, my eternal future. Because You live, all fear is gone!

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂

Author: thiaBasilia

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present.
1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind.
2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.
3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels.
4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky!
5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings.
I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you?
Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said,
Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. …
In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life.
I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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