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All posts in August, 2016

This post is really about the work that the Father/Creator has been doing in yours truly for quite a while now.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Tuesday, August 30, 2016 at 4:14 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? You know about all the evil thoughts going on my mind about Ahmad. You know the cause of all those thoughts. You know how much it hurts me to think evil of anyone. It has never been in my heart to think evil about anything. But the thoughts keep churning in my mind causing me and others much harm. Show me Father what is Your will in this matter.

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause & reflect, am I not directing and controlling all circumstances in your life? I allow all those thoughts for you to make a choice:

1. Are you willing to love Ahmad in spite of Ahmad’s wrongs to you?
2. Do you aim to retaliate and return to Ahmad those wrongs that hurt you?

You see My child? It is very easy to love the lovely but the un-lovely? For that you need the power of love from on high. That power is what I am drenching your soul in to the end of a harmonious relationship not only with Ahmad but with all of your love ones.

Soon I will put it all together for all to glance at the manner in which I do My work in you and for you. You see? In former times, you have frantically called on me to help you to get rid of such thoughts but, your aim has been only for your comfort. The aim of your human nature is all about pleasure & comfort, therefore, the human being suffers. For I will not respond to such request, why? Because your doings are for the love of the world not for the love of My being, as it is written,

James 4:3-5 [Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures. (4) You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God. (5) Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer_3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

You see it? Why do I demand for you to love Me above all things and all else outside of Me. My commandment has nothing to do with servitude and dictatorship. Indeed, the opposite is the truth. Nevertheless, I have closed the human mind. Thus, the human mind cannot apprehend My ways. Why have I done such closing? For obvious reasons, otherwise? The human being would have destroyed himself and My whole creation.

Until the human being has the prescribed amount of suffering, the human being cannot reconsider his/her doings. For the human being can only feel the hurt but the human being refuses to find the cause of that hurt until that human being has suffer enough.

In the meantime, the human struggles to get rid of the hurt. The world presents myriads of ways to get rid of the hurt but, it is all to no avail. Are you beginning to see the matter for what it is? In former times, you along the multitude have not been able to comprehend the evil suffering in this world. Therefore, you along the multitude turn away from My Being not only for lack of understanding but also for the unwillingness to give up the hope to overcome all suffering by the human power of the human mind. This is the hope to become self-sufficient without the need of My Being, just like Satan promised it was to be if My first created man was to disregard My command not to eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil.

Even so, I will not give up and simply let My children perish in their own rebellious ways, as it is written for one example in Isaiah 48. The power of My love cannot allow Me to do so. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, all these things have been written and rehashed over and over again to no avail for you or anyone else. So? Why now I am directing you into this same rehashed matter? Timing. All things are done at the precise due time. That due time is now in effect. Thus the importance of your testimony in these writings. Go on My child, post this recording today as I will lead you to do.

Thanks my Father. As You lead me I will do. His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia


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Progression of my book cover & book description.

Hilarious is the word! Talking about hard work? Sure, hard it was but, it was lots of fun to hear the voice of my critics, “GET RID OF THAT STUPID ?” Well, all is turning out super easy and super good. Not many of those cute things with the curved tail and a dot to make interesting! Hahaha! All because of the power of love from on high coming to me through all my helpers! Don’t be a stranger. Keep up your visits. You are most welcome!
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Thursday, August 4, 2016 at 1:37 pm

How now brown cow? The photos are not plastered down. They are strategically & creatively & lovingly placed each in its ground town. How?

O my Father—O Father of mine? You know that I intended to do this cover as a simple cover as per my baby daughter’s suggestion. Well? I worked on the only photo I thought to be suitable for the book content.

The picture was taken some 54 years ago. Cameras at that time were not as common and of good quality as they are now. Thus the picture is only a blurry picture and memory of my trip back to my country to introduce my husband & baby.

But the picture is just right for the content of the book because that was the very beginning of a life that took many turns in the span of those 54 years. That life is what the book is all about.

Anyhow? It is not that I do not appreciate all the suggestion I get to help me to succeed in the sale of the book from professionals as well as from my own ‘beautiful smart’ child and friends. It is not that I am dead set in failing in my venture to sell the book. And mainly, the book it is what it is as per the description. The cover? The title?

I do not want to attract readers by giving them only something that is considered to be what they like to hear in order to even think of reading my book or much less of buying it.

O my Father—O Father of mine? How can I convey to Your people what You want to convey not what I get in my mind from so many diverse ideas coming to me from all directions? You know that I am a human being among the rest of human beings inhabiting this world.

But You also know that I am not the same person that I used to be. You have done a radical change within my being to mold me into the image of Your likeness. Therefore, I no longer act or react as I acted and reacted in the past. I wait on You to give me the lead on what is it that You want to convey to Your people in Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally.

Thursday, August 4, 2016 at 5:41 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? It’s just about the end of another day. You spoke good words to me just today. Even so, I come to the end of each without any tangible results from my trust in You. What gives my Father, what gives?

I hear of so many successful people enticing others to strive for success. Me? You know my Father that I have no desire for riches & fame but, what is wrong with supplying the funds that Ahmad needs to take care of us? Is it lack of trust in me or in Ahmad? Is it laziness or lust or pride? What is it that is holding Your blessings from us?

Friday, August 5, 2016 at 2:15 am

Another day is here. Me? O my Father—O Father of mine? You alone know the reason for my slump. All sorts of things come to my mind. Even so, I know better than to trust my mind anymore. What will I say? What will I do? What am I to write? Those are all questions without an answer for me.

All things remain the same. No money. No work. Everybody knocking themselves down to get money, to get work. Struggle, struggle in so many lives. Then in so many lives? Emptiness filled with noise & nonsense. What is there for me to overcome this slump, O my Father—O Father of mine?

I will turn off the computer. I will clean my place. I will wash my cloth. I will cook. I will take a shower & wash my hair. Thanks, O my Father—O Father of mine? I am not alone. You are with me. At all times in or out of the slumps that come to disturb my peace.

Friday, August 5, 2016 at 10:57 am

Thanks, O my Father—O Father of mine? The slump is over. You gave me the victory over all evil thoughts slumping me down. Yes, of course, any and all know to conquer by way of positive thinking or engaging in one task or the other. Easily said than done.

Me? What’s the big deal about me doing what everybody else knows to do? Hum! Very easy to tell someone in the dump to do just that. Me? For years on end I tried, tried and tried any and all suggestions to think positive, to do this or that to no avail. Alone or in the crowd, the persistent evil thoughts would churn in my mind violently no matter how I tried to overcome them.

That was my sordid past. My victorious present? Father, not any human being including my own self, but, Father quickens me to do this or to do that. I automatically do as He quickens me to do and? Like magic. My mind is clear. My evil thoughts? What was it that I was bickering about? Nonsense. There is no need to bicker about anything. Father is working all things for my good and the good of all of my concern. What more could I ever want for?

My house and myself are now in order and clean. The cooking? Can’t wait to sink my teeth in whatever comes out of the pot when it’s finished cooking. On the boot? I fixed a deliciously healthy deep to munch while I wait for my cooking.

Ahmad came for a short visit. My visa is now good until next time. I am back at my computer task. I have nothing more to ask. Case close.

This is the cover from my heart. Objections anyone? No problem. I rejoice & delight. I can take it all by the power of love from on high up above the sky…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, August 3, 2016 at 10:55 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? You have inspired much for me to record but, I have been consumed with the cover for Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally and I almost missed recording today. You know all about it my Father.

I sense that I am at the brink of a miracle, O my Father—O Father of mine. For one thing? I have never been as assertive as I am now. For another thing? I no longer need the approval of man as I did before. The biggest thing? I am learning every day more so what it means to trust You. Those are the things I will write next, as soon as I am finish experimenting with my book cover.

Thursday, August 4, 2016 at 7:38 am

Hahaha! HalleluYah! O my Father—O Father of mine? I am delighted and? So are You. You blessed me with so much in the process of raising my children. They are now, productive citizens, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of this world, just as I set out to make them be. Oh?

Well? That’s the beauty of Your ways, O my Father—O Father of mine; You bless us with so much then let us be to do whatever we want to do with our blessings. Alright! So far? All know that and agree. So? What’s my point? How am I to write this ‘point’ my Father?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Just pause, reflect, have you not lost count of the days you have been enjoying this matter of the cover, description and formatting for Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally? Have you not wondered why I let you so get absorbed in these matters to the point you forget even to eat and take care of your house and yourself?

O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? I know you have wondered and pondered. I know also, you now sense the miracle at hand. What miracle? That’s my joy & delight, My precious child, to see your expectations from Me!

Indeed! A miracle is in the making. A miracle is effecting & affecting all your doings in the making. Productive? Assertive? Successful? Well established in the ways of this world? NO! My child.

Productive citizens, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of this world, IS WHAT YOU set out to make out of your children and you succeeded big time!

The miracle in the making? Productive citizens, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of MY world, IS WHAT I set out to make out of you and I am succeeding big time as well as you succeeded to make out of your children in the ways of this world. Get it?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, the process of raising your children to be productive citizens, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of this world however imperfect it could be? It is still the SAME process to make My children to be, productive citizens, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of MY world.

Such is the miracle you are sensing in the depth of your being. Why the joy & delight this morning to the start of your day? The interchange with your baby daughter—delightful child of Mine as well. She is, productive, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of this world and she won’t hesitate for one minute to let you know that so she is.

So? Your joy & delight? Her last reply to your cover dilemma and her patient involvement with it has come to the point of the limit of her patience and to your joy & delight! Her reply,

…“you keep saying you are done but then you change it again. lol still too much for my taste, I would put one photo, the title over or under it, but not plastered on it and the crown with your name. but hey…it is your book not mine 😉

O my Father—O Father of mine? That child of mine has always managed to delight my soul to no end. Truly, truly she is, productive, assertive, successful, well established in the ways of this world. Exactly? She is well established in the ways of this world. Perhaps, well?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Your children, Ahmad and most of My children at large know the ways of My world, but? It is all theory with them. The ways of My world are not visible, so, even when My children know the ways of My world? They cannot grasp the reality of the ways of My world because, up to this moment, the due time has not come for them to grasp those ways.

Even so, the miracle taking place in your being is also to take place in their being as they witness the reality of your joy & delight even in disagreement of ways to look at things. Your joy & delight are contagious.

You are designing & creating all things in books & blogs according to the ways of My world. I know and I am well aware of your secret wish to make it big and show off in this world.

Nonetheless, I am also aware of your trust and willingness in your part to abide by My leading. I know of your willingness to do all things according to the ways of My world even if it means risking the coveted success in the ways of this world.

Regardless it all, your obedience in spite of the risks you must face is My delight. My delight in your obedience is your strength. Rejoice & be glad! Don’t give up in the brink of a miracle. Don’t give up! Remember, you are not alone, I am, still sitting on My throne.

Hey! Hey! Hey! I’m on to post this. I am on to show you my last cover. Will I change it again? Not a thought in vain. But, the change could be, well, hopefully? For you to better understand and the message comprehend as is not coming from me.

His love in my heart for all forever, thiaBasilia.


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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Sunday, July 31, 2016 at 11:41 am

Well? O my Father—O Father of mine; the end of this July is here. It just came to me. I am to close Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally with the quoting of this last writing above. Why?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart; because of the ways of the world you are now living alone without any family, without any friends. Even Ahmad, is no longer visiting you as in the past. Why?

Because you are no longer dysfunctional or insane according to the standards of this world. You are now functioning supernaturally above the natural world of human kind. This is beyond the grasp of most human beings. Even so, I am working all things for the good of all of My children and for the good of all of your concern.

I have reached far beyond your imagination with your writings. My children are now at attention stand of My Being at work for them because of the work I have performed in you.

The result of My work shall soon be evident in each one of My children individually. At that time, your children, Ahmad and all of your concern, will reconnect with you in My terms not in any other way in your imagination.

Thus, publish the chapters that tell of your past and leave your readings to wait for the next edition of Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally to proclaim the victory when I will reconnect you with all of your loved ones.

How appropriate to end to end this first part of Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally with the Scriptures that have become alive within my heart. Not a religion at all. Only a supernatural way to live while we are still walking these earthly grounds.

As You lead me, I will follow. On to finish the formatting and inclusion of the write up of today. I wait on You for the present & future readers.

Monday, August 1, 2016 at 4:41 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? Here we are. The first day of the 8th month. The number eight means new beginnings. I sense today to be a new beginning for me and for Ahmad.

Now, why did I write that? Is it wishful thinking, O my Father—O Father of mine? O but how I long for it not to be so. How I long to see some tangible results on this day.

You know, O my Father—O Father of mine, You know how weary I am these days. You know how much Ahmad’s ill condition disturbs me. It seems that when things go not his way, Ahmad gets ill and totally incapable to do anything that needs to be done in order for us to eat and survive the crisis at hand.

I hope on this day to make some head away talking to Ahmad about this matter if only You quicken Ahmad to come my way. For I sense that Satan prevents Ahmad from his visits to me. Even so, You are in control of Satan.

So, perhaps such is the reason why I am writing these things. I do not recall writing in this way before. I wait on You to decipher this matter for me even today.

Tuesday, August 2, 2016 at 12:05 am

Alright! O my Father—O Father of mine, I know now for sure this is a new beginning for me. Hopefully also for Ahmad. For one and most important thing? As of the end of the first day of the 8th month, I made up my mind to quit trying to get approved period!

You have inspired the book. You have inspired me to investigate the market for the book to teach me exactly what I am not to do. Now You are inspiring me to publish what You have given to me at this point.

I will do as You are leading me to do whether the experts approve or not. I might never, ever sell a single copy of Overcoming Dysfunction Supernaturally. So what? There is not one smidgen of desire in me to become rich & famous.

Every single day You show me the amazing work You are doing in the heart of so many responders to the posts You have inspired me to post. What business have I got looking for the approval of the experts?

It’s ridiculous. One mind-set in all of them, aka, to please and get period. Me? One mind-set in me, aka, to please You! Let the experts please and get what they got, riches & fame. Me? I can’t hardly wait to see the reward You are holding for me!

Your love in my heart for all shall remain there forever no matter what, thiaBasilia.