Been Through The Mill. Overcoming By The Power Of Love From On High. ….
Stronger than ever before? Here I am! Read on, it’s worth it.
Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. ….
Saturday, March 19, 2016 at 12:22 am
It’s midnight. I lift up my being to worship You. I am going to bed and hope You give Your beloved not only sleep but mainly rest to restore my aching body.
Saturday, March 19, 2016 at 6:28 am
O my Father? Truly? You are leading me all the way in this mace called Internet. Online? Offline? Blog or Site? Marketing? Promoting? Sell? Fame? Wealth? Success? Give away? Donations? What a quandary!
Where do I fit in my Father? Other than Your ancient selected men & women? I know of not even one willing to follow in their footsteps.
Yes, I hear of a few that are following the footsteps of the ancients likened to Yedidah but? None to be in my corner of the world.
At the present time? I find myself alone with You and I love it. Even so? I know that You my Father have granted me this time, so?
I have quit longing for the human element. Yet? You have let me know that You created me a human and will never take away my humanity.
I am human. As a human You have gifted me with many talents. Am I to waste or misuse such talents out of fear? Fear?
Yes, fear. Am I to waste or misuse such talents out of fear of man or unfounded fear of You?
By no means! It seems to me that You have been sending me important information on how to market the books You have led me to write.
Now? The question put to me? Do you want to sell your book? I hear the same question from all successful leaders in the writing industry.
Frankly? I do not have an answer. I question my own self and still cannot come up with a clear answer.
O my Father! What is it that I want? I know for sure the one thing I really want is to please You.
In due time You will show me what is it that You want to do with all those books in my repertoire.
In the meantime? I will continue to investigate all leads to get these books read by Your children.
Thus? I will continue to work with SHOCKING! TV S.A.—Satan’s Altar? And What Can We Do?
In addition? I will purchase the name for my own book blog as it is coming for me to do.. thia_basilia.com
Saturday, March 19, 2016 at 7:42 am
Father? If I had all that Alinka and Nina have? What would I need You for?
My question, O my Father? Why do I like and have this filial love for Alinka Rutkowska & Nina Amir as well as for the many offering help to me in my inbox.
I know I do not envy them for sure. I admire their beauty and know of their kindness. I appreciate & profit from their books. Yet?
I have no desire whatsoever to imitate their lifestyle. I have no desire for the luxury of their world. But most of all?
I have no desire whatsoever for fame & riches. Oh? Would that be a distasteful hypocrisy? By no means. Then? What gives?
I am already rich & famous with the immense wealth from the privilege to live in Your Presence O Father of mine and? You know it.
Father? Again. What is Your purpose for my meeting with all of these beautiful people?
Alright! I will email this writing to Alinka and wait for her response. That’s the way You will answer my question. Thanks my Father.
What Is The Problem With Religion And Meditation And Yoga And Positive Thinking And On And On?
Saturday, March 19, 2016 at 5:38 pm
What is the problem with all of that? Goodness gracious! I am not bias but? I am no longer that gullible to get enticed into all such practices just to get me that coveted piece of happiness!
All those practices are nothing else but a hoax from Satan the enemy of our souls.
Sunday, March 20, 2016 at 10:36 pm
O my Father? You know how disturbing this day turned out to be. It seems like the more I pray for Your blessings?
The less You pay mind to me. Even so? From now on I refuse to call or depend on any human being. We are all unreliable.
I have no idea of what is coming next. I guess I’ll have to do without Internet again.
There are so many luxuries that still have a hold on me. perhaps that is Your plan? To set me free even from the Internet?
Things and our human mentality? Two inseparable things. I am going to bed. Hope You give some sleep.
Saturday, March 26, 2016 at 6.00 pm
Father? You know all the details of what goes on. For six days I have been out of pocket without Internet. You know what You told me to tell Ahmad about getting the money for this apartment.
Father? If You indeed provide the monies? I just found out that according to Ahmad’s thinking? The glory for such monies will go to yours truly. And if You do not provide that money? The disgrace will go to me as well.
So? I will go to sleep with this thought in my mind? As of this moment my Father? I beseech You to deliver me from this situation. I absolutely do not want any glory or grace from Ahmad or anyone else. As far as I am concerned as of this momen? Ahmad’s problems have ceased to be my problems. Ahmad is no longer any of my business.
I refuse to speculate. I have no idea how You will do whatever You need to do in my life as well as in the life of my children including Ahmad’s life. Even so? I do not need to harbor any ideas or speculations in my mind. I wait on You.
Sunday, March 27, 2016 at 6:13 am
What’s to be today my Father? Will You honor my determination to stay out of Ahmad’s problems? Would You deliver me from such miserable situation?
I am 100% sure that You are and You will continue to deliver me not only from this situation with Ahmad but also as with anyone else of my concern situation of life. I wait on You with hope & endurance by the power of Your love from on high.
Sunday, March 27, 2016 at 12:58 pm
Father? All things are under Your control—Your loving control. Ahmad’s friend is very ill and required for Ahmad to take him to the cancer hospital. Ahmad just called to inform me of the situation and the reason why he did not come back to help me get situated in the apartment You have provided for me. But You know all of this my beloved Father.
Somehow I sense that this is part of Your plan to provide the monies for this apartment, why? Well? This friend of Ahmad is the one that provided the monies for me to move in but? He made sure to tell Ahmad that he needed that money for the first of the month to pay for the hospital.
When I heard this? You quickened much compassion in my heart to plead with You to spare Ahmad’s friend. I know You will respond to such request because You are the One to quickened me to so plead with You.
Ahmad? Worried to death because I refused to call my family for help and he cannot see any other way to raise that kind of money. Even so? You have told me in no uncertain terms that I am not to call my family or ask anybody for help because You are my Provider and You will see about taking care of that matter.
Myself? I absolutely believe and obey You at all times and without any reservations—no matter what is the cost to me. You know that as well my Father.
Monday, March 28, 2016 at 1:34 am
Could not write anything at this hour. Much too cold & tired. I wrote the title for the next post to include in the introduction of the book, SHOCKING! TV S.A.—Satan’s Altar? The heading? Been Through The Mill. Overcomer By The Power Of Love From On High. ….
Monday, March 28, 2016 at 9:13 am
Thanks my Father for the strength to lift & rearranged things just the way I wanted them. It just about to kill me but? The pleasure to have the exact position for everything to look so good & pleasant to view it is worth it all!
Now what’s next? To turn off this computer and rearrange the connection stick to accommodate a future lamp to light up my computer area. This working on the dark is not going to work and You know it my Father. I need a lamp. You also know that. So? I’ll prepare the spot to position the lamp You’ll provide for me.
Father? You know all the things I need besides the lamp? I need a garden hose to hose & clean the roof. I need a stepping stool to reach my stove. I need a wardrobe cover for my clothes. I need a couple of throw rugs for my bedside and the entrance to my beautiful apartment You have provided for me.
I will not mention these needs to Ahmad anymore. You are my Provider. So? I am asking You. I wait on You. Thanks my Father.
Tuesday, March 29, 2016 at 7:42 am
Thanks my Father for the incentive & strength to arranged all things in the most convenient way for me to live and work in the most comfortable way. Thanks for giving me such opportunity to do things for myself instead of waiting for Ahmad or anyone else’s help.
Thus? It’s the way You are showing & empowering me to quit the unceasing “Please get me this or that. I need this of that.” It’s the way You are showing & empowering me to trust & depend on You for all things both physical & spiritual.
You really work all things for my good. In an email to a friend? I expressed all the details of how I have overcome all hardships by the power of love from on high. Quote,
I been through the mill for the last week. Had to move. Building will be sold. Owner no pay taxes. Tax people cut water & electric. Electric cut early in the morning while I was cooking my breakfast & writing my post for that day. Have not posted anything since. Internet was not paid? Internet cut. Cell phone? No calling time. No gas to cook. No eat and very little drinking all day. The Day? Mother’s day here in Jordan. All day & night without a single call or visit from anyone. Not knowing what time? I guessed it was getting to be night time because of darkness setting in. Only my super flash light in my possession. Suddenly!
Cell phone rings! My Ahmad. Had been ill all day. On the way with wife. After a moment? There is Ahmad with a kerosene lamp and wife loaded with food tray & bag full of flowering plants. Happy Mother’s Day! They tell me? It surely turned out to be Happy Day! After all!
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia