From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Friday, February 06, 2015 at 1:20 am
Thoughts & feelings? What sort of thing are they? Nothing else but passing waves that swiftly swing by our minds leaving us exhausted & drained of the power to truly love ourselves much less our neighbors!
O yeah, the mind & the feelings together can make a rhythmical song of what is commonly call ‘love’ but the ballad comes crumbling down as that song is not accepted as that song is rejected!
Thoughts & feelings? What sort of thing are they? …nothing else but the gads that do ourselves either under the brown ground or in the highest peak of success be found!
And all for what? Think & feel, think & feel and do it again and again at end, what have you got? A large dose of the same lame perennially menacing worry & fear your life to pieces tear!
Friday, February 06, 2015 at 6:45 am
So we were abused and beaten and wounded for life by the same parents that brought us into this world or by their authorities? So we had wonderful parents that taught us right and wrong and taught us to love ourselves?
So what? We hate and loath the first but, we idolize the second—both standards are wrong! Why? Because, think carefully about this, because the root is the same for both, worldly hate and worldly love as well come from The Tree Of The Knowledge Of Good & Evil!
Such a tree is not a fictional thing as most all do believe and tones has been written to ridicule or to expand such matter.
Even so, in spite of all scholarly expounding and deductions and opinions of so many, the simple truth is that, the only source of life that we know is Knowledge whether religious or otherwise!
And because we want to live—the innate survival instinct, because such is the norm, we gorge ourselves from the good side of the tree and whatever seems good to us becomes our God and mode of life!
Thus, we shut and lock the door in our minds to receive anything that does not come from the knowledge of good & evil that our minds are already full to the brim with our capricious ideas & whims!
And God? I mean the sole Creator of the whole Universe and to us, a loving Father/Creator that created us to love & cherish as a good earthly parent loves his children!
What about this Father/Creator? Ah! Of course! We love & worship & revere God! We sing to him the most loving of melodies! We pray to him! We call on him! He knows our hearts! And he loves us because he is love!
For true? Then how come we are not by any means at all living in Paradise terrain? Then how come we are all, in spite of our foolish assumptions of grandeur & beauty & love & goodness we are still bunched together like cans of sardines in this world’s derailed train? Perhaps because of sociopaths like myself? Think again! O human, think again!
O! But what is the use of expounding such matters? What is the use of myself or anyone else to bring to light this crucial matter only to earn and add the label of ‘sociopath’ to the many labels already acquired in this world of amateurs social analysts?
Ah! But in hate they whine about all the wounds upon them inflicted but do not hesitate in hate to wound whoever in love approaches to give them a way to escape from the tyranny of worldly hate & love!
Indeed! Most all humans, so gleefully & willfully embrace such tyranny by all means in ignorance of the beauty of the freedom out of the bounds of such tyranny to be found!
Friday, February 06, 2015 at 11:29 am
Anyhow my Father, what to do now? Many, many thoughts run by my mind and my feeling swing from the lows to the highest thinking, what will be for me to do for best!
Even so, my Father how well You know that, You have taught Your little girl on her thoughts & feelings not to depend so to survive until the end!
And so, my Father, I have said as much as You wish for me to say. Now I will publish it and let the thorny flowers fall wherever You wish for them to fall!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia