From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
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Monday, April 06, 2015 at 4:07 am
Well, my Father, what will it be today? Maybe I should go back to bed? Or maybe I should give it some more thought to my hope that You take care of my selfish & fastidious demands for the comfort of my carnal nature?
O Father, You know that so many times I have deviated from Your Presence to attempt to correct my own self that by now I am extra careful to stay put & wait on You to take care of all things for me in Your due time!
This thing of my demanding selfish ways is a big and incurable sore in my soul! In addition, that sore stinks! And every day it stinks even worse than the day before! What to do about it my Father?
Monday, April 06, 2015 at 7:21 am
Colorful flowers without a doubt are a sight for my delight! But roses? They came to being to adorn my gifted heart for my Father’s delight in His sight!
Monday, April 06, 2015 at 3:50 pm
All day long I have been waiting to hear something about the thing of my demanding selfish ways that is a big and incurable sore in my soul!
That sore stinks and every day it stinks even worse than the day before! I asked what to do about it my Father, but I have not heard Your answer! I wonder why?
Could it be that there is nothing that I can do about such ways? Could it be that You aim to demonstrate to me how You will eliminate such ways in due time and according to Your will? I wait on You!
Tuesday, April 07, 2015 at 5:38 am
O my Father, as You know yesterday up to last night it was a gruesome day for me! Why? Because my demands were not fulfilled!
I wanted silence at any cost! I wanted people to respect my privacy! I considered numerous ways to get my demands fulfilled including death itself! I questioned You about all the negatives in my life! I simply ranted & raved like an spoiled two year old child!
And You, my Father? Hum! Nothing! Not even the slightest sign that You even existed! I ranted & raved until finally! Sleep…sound sleep!
Well, one more time I woke up just about an hour ago. There was silence…I waited….soon—there! There they come—my stupid neighbors at this hour of the morning with their chatting & door slamming & the worker’s insidious voice…I prepare for the worst…I plugged my ears!
I come to the computer and try to put myself together to resume whatever I was doing before my last tantrum of last night….where was I? Ah! Cripps! Same trouble and not the slightest of how to fix it! I considered quitting again!…nothing is working for me! What is the use?
I unplug my ears but suddenly the public loud speaker burst as usual with the insidious chanting to spoil the dawn of the day for me…how many times have I wished for those speakers to break or for the off key chanter to get laryngitis? Back the plugs in my ears! I hate those plugs! Disgusted!
Then…stealthily I noticed the blessed silence to return…. I unplug my ears …. Blessed silence! Even more, as if by magic I noticed that my mood has changed! Changed? What am I talking about?
Ha! It no longer matters! There is no taming for these wild bunch of angry young prisoners of this corrupt civilization that feel that the world owes them their freedom!
And the ignorant self-righteous chanters? Ignorant fools—like beating on a dead horse to resuscitate it, they keep beating on the mind of the dead hearers of their chanting! In vain they hope to resuscitate them and straighten out whatever their mind considers to need straiten to go to paradise!
Hey! Is that You, my Father? Where would such realization come from if it is not from You? WOW! In awe of Your Being and Your unfathomable wisdom, I worship You!
Demanding ways? What is the sense to demand the blood out of mosquitoes? What is the sense to demand anything that is not there? Demands? Utter nonsense!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia