From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia–Webmaster.
Saturday, April 11, 2015 at 5:26 am
The mesmerizing power of roses? Could that be the power of love from our Father in heaven? Perhaps…. Take for instances what I am going through right at this instant of time! What am I going through?
I am going through the same ordeal that I went through right before my mind completely snapped in October of 1985—fear—worthlessness—strong desire to quit & capitulate to the world of insanity!
At that time my relationship with my Father was not as established as it is now, thus, I spent that previous night dumping my fears on a couple of friends that tried desperately to help me all in vain! For the very next morning I snapped!
This time? What a difference! I refuse to dump on my friends! Instead I cry on to my Father! In turn my Father gentle leads me to set my mind on different simple things like fixing a cup of coffee or tea or such!
Thus somehow I find myself attuned to His leading and as soon as I do whatever my Father bids me to do His peace takes control of my mind and His wisdom invades my whole being! This time it came to me to do graphics on the roses background!
Saturday, April 11, 2015 at 6:45 pm
Father? As You know I am alone with You again! I am going to bed & hope You’ll give Your beloved sleep!
Sunday, April 12, 2015 at 2:28 am
Thanks my Father for Your Presence in my life! The way things are developing in my midst at the moment is enough to drive me crazy, but I know that You are in control of every minute detail of my life and I have nothing to fear!
The number one problem that assails a great majority of human beings is the insidious expectation to be loved & appreciated by all means!
To be loved & appreciated is a human basic need & right, yet of lately, on these perilous end time days this need is utterly thwarted & neglected in spite of the myriad of mental health props that exist in this world that we inhabit!
So? What is a person to do my Father? How can we exist without the fulfillment of this basic need? Even more so my Father, for what I observe, the whole world is full of people looking to fulfill this need in the wrong places!
Ha! That’s the problem! I see it, my Father! That’s why You let me experience this colossal failure of my own to find someone to really love & appreciate me!
And that answers my question of why I keep expecting this need to be fulfilled by any human being when I know that basically this fulfillment is only found in You? What am I talking about?
Alright! Here we go! For true & in the reality of living in the Presence of my Father, I know & I have accepted the fact that there is no human being available to love & appreciate me at this point of my life—I understand this matter intellectually but, unbeknown to me until this instant, I have not accepted it emotionally!
Thus, the great mental conflict that threatens to annihilate my being flares up at the most unexpected moments! Wow! Now I can handle this situation my Father! How? By the power You are investing upon me to see & emotionally accept the fact that there is no human able to fulfill this need!
And here is the key—there is no human being ABLE to fulfill that need for another human being in spite of the colossal human efforts to do so! And what am I talking about again?
Let me put it like this—how can you be bothering with me when you have your life full of insurmountable problems to survive these perilous days that we are living in?
There is just no room for me in your life! No room for me in your life? But you are doing your best to take care of me, how can I say such a thing?
O dear! There comes the retaliation from children to parents from husbands to wives and vice versa! How can I be so ungrateful? Thinks the child of me! Thinks the husband about the wife! And how can you not see my hurt and take care of it? I demand of my love one! The wife demands of her husband!
And the emotions escalate to the max finding no way to control such other than separation or divorce! Isn’t this the common grounds in our midst? Why such precarious situation flares & destroys entire households of human beings?
Because we refuse to accept our inabilities—our whole world is dead set to make us ABLE! And yes, it can be done—the advancement of mental health care have produced multiple props to make us ABLE & productive citizens of any country!
UNFORTUNATELY! Such props are only Band-Aids on our incurable wounds! Because only our Father/Creator can fulfill such need but we adamantly refuse to accept such fact!
In addition, even when we think that we have accepted such fact intellectually our emotions gets the best of us! Thus the wisdom in the First & most important command: Deuteronomy 6:4-5 Hear, O Israel: the Master our Almighty is one Master—the only Master. And you shall love the Master your Almighty with all your mind and heart and with your entire being and with all your might.
Let me repeat from another post—What is considered evil in the eyes of our Almighty Creator? Anything & all things placed above and in place of the First & most important commandment!
O my Master of what use is it for me to continue writing and repeating the same warnings that Yahushua along with all of Your ancient prophets gave to us all? No one, absolutely no one is paying one whit of attention to me or to anyone who dares to repeat such warnings!
Yes I know that many are keeping up with all the major events that are happening and as many believe themselves exonerated because of all of the externals that they have been practicing to fulfill Your commandments; but in the reality of their daily lives they are not keeping Your commandments for their eyes are on these practices and whatever or not they are abiding in whatever their peers are practicing!
Even though they cannot see what they are doing and it breaks my heart to see such colossal distraction from the intimate relationship that You require from us all.
I can see what is happening with my most beloved children and friends for they constantly let me know their disagreement with everything that You instruct me to write and to tell them, but, there is nothing that I can do about it all!
YET You require of me to declare their sin to them and so I am doing by means of this written testimony of my own intimate relationship with You. May You honor my witness of Your Presence in my daily life and cause all to turn to You and let You lead them instead of turning and depending on each other for their direction.
Title for the next post—Let’s quit praying to the God up on the sky & begin to ask for the Messiah to come in our hearts!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia