From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Wednesday, January 07, 2015 at 2:54 pm
Father, You are so real to me! And to demonstrate how real You are to me I will now quote what I wrote at the beginning of my last writing titled, The Last Day Of 2014! The First Day Of 2015! Now What?
Then, after the quote I will expand how things are developing in these short 7 days past because at this very moment it has come to me that the happenings in the last 3 days are Your answer to what I wrote! And I quote,
Wednesday, December 31, 2014 at 9:18 pm
Father, You have not seen fit to gift me with a friend to share my life in Your Presence, so, one more year is about to begin and I find myself alone in Your Presence.
But O my Father, You know of my sadness because I have no one, because I am alone and I am not even in anyone’s mind to remember me.
Even so, You know my Father that I no longer fit in the lifestyle of most of Your children. Thus I am content to be alone even when I am not all excited about it!
Wednesday, December 31, 2014 at 11:52 pm
My Father, it’s only seven minutes left for this year. I woke up only a few minutes ago. I find myself in perfect peace yet alone in Your Presence.
For I have not heard from Ahmad and do not know why he has not called me. I have not much of an idea of what is going on outside of my room.
Silence surrounds me, no one to hug, no one to join me to bid farewell to the 2014 as it is done and has been done in former times!
Perhaps all my former notions must go forever. Is this an indication of what it shall be for me in the year to come?
Now I hear the sound of the last midnight of 2014 and the first day of 2015 has begun!
Not much of a sound that was lasting only for a couple of minutes unlike what is going on in the USA at this instant of time.
Thursday, January 01, 2015 at 12:05 am
Silence remains. I stand alone in Your Presence and lift up my being to worship You at this moment when the age of mankind along with all its wickedness is about to end!
I want to cry, Come! Yahushua, come into the heart of each one of Your children! Come and set us free even from our own selves before we perish with the rest of mankind!
Do You hear my cry, my Father? I am sure You do even when I have no indication that it is so. What am I to do now? Perhaps it is my place to call Ahmad?
Father, I called Ahmad and found out that his son is ill. O my Father, only You know why all of these reverses come to pass in Ahmad’s life.
I know my Father that You are giving me Your wisdom on how to proceed with my relationship with Ahmad. The dream of a few nights ago comes to mind!
Yes, You are investing me with a new attire as You do for all of Your children that have come to their senses and return home to You!
Perhaps for the last six years I have been squandering my emotions and have depleted them enough to come to my senses to see the futility of living on emotional ground!
Perhaps in Your unfathomable wisdom You orchestrated not only the last six years of my life but also all the years of my existence on these earthly grounds.
Indeed! So it’s written! I see it as You bring to my remembrance Psalms 139 as You have done before whenever You have brought me to a new crossroad in my life.
So, all is to happen as it is Your will to happen! Nothing in my carnal mind & heart will ever take place!
It’s now Wednesday, January 07, 2015 at 3:22 pm.
Well, on the 3rd day of January I received the email with the subject, Welcome to Blogging 101! Get your pens and keyboards ready.
I do not exactly know how or when did I join this Blogging 101 course, but, when I got the Welcome email I decided to check in. So, it is taking me a while to figure out why on earth I am taking this course & what this course is all about until a moment ago when I read the assignment for today:
Today’s assignment: follow five new topics in the Reader and five new blogs.
Why spend time reading other blogs?
Publishing posts is only half of blogging — engaging with the community is the other.
Considering what other bloggers write will inspire you and sharpen your thoughts.
Part of what makes blogging such a rich experience are the relationships we develop with people from around the world. Those relationships only happen when we engage with one another — just look at The Commons. Plus, reaching out to other bloggers is the best way to have them return the favor.
The first step is finding the people you want to connect with. By following topics you care about in the Reader, you’ll discover a world of blogs. Some of them will become favorite reads, and some of their authors will become your fans.
Boing! The sound of my Father’s voice brought to my remembrance what I spoke to Him in the above quote, “Father, You have not seen fit to gift me with a friend to share my life in Your Presence,…”
Suddenly! This Blogging 101 makes all the sense in the world! My Father now sees fit to gift me perhaps with the friend that I have been longing to connect with not just intellectually & emotionally but mainly spiritually.
And when I say spiritually I am not talking about religion or much less about the occult! I loath both aspects of human trends! Indeed! I loath such trends because such trends has separated our Father/Creator and us to the point of the colossal confusion that so reign in this world!
But I use the word ‘spiritually’ for lack of a better word to describe the abode of the Almighty Creator of our beings, for our Father/Creator is Spirit and there are no words to accurately describe Him. Just like there is no explanation for His only begotten Son for our Father to become flesh and dwell among us!
All such things have been theorized and discussed and written and re-hashed by the brilliant and not so brilliant minds of human beings but none, absolutely none of those theories or doctrines or definitions or what have you, can come even close to contain the immensity of our Father/Creator!
Therefore, in my dream connection with another human being I do not wish to engage in any such discussions about our Father/Creator.
My dream is to meet a true brother or sister that, either is experiencing the reality of our Father/Creator or longs to do so!
Even so, I have practically given up my dream & hope after many encounters with people that have no understanding of my heart’s desire and bundle me into a religious world. Why?
Why do people label me as religious? Because I quote the written words in the Bible which I do from the stand point of personally experiencing those words without my own efforts to do so.
I quote those words because that is our Father’s language and means to communicate with us. Even so, the human mind in certain individuals have instituted the different religions in this world to control the human race.
And in general human beings have been programmed to adhere to one or another religion or belief thus living their lives in the box of whatever religion either they have been born into or chosen to live by whatever belief or interpretation of such words seems good to them.
Now, for myself, my Father has busted me out of the box of religion and brought me to live in His Presence as a child would live in the presence of an earthly father.
Thus I am looking to connect with someone with the same ideals as mine and, for the first time I see the possibility of my dream to come true as I progress in the assignments of Blogging 101!
Furthermore, O my Father, truly, You are so real to me! And, if to no one else this write up makes any sense, at least to myself makes all the sense in the world because my hope & dream for a gift of a friend has been revived!
Love to all, thia/Basilia