This post is really about the work that the Father/Creator has been doing in yours truly for quite a while now.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Tuesday, August 30, 2016 at 4:14 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? You know about all the evil thoughts going on my mind about Ahmad. You know the cause of all those thoughts. You know how much it hurts me to think evil of anyone. It has never been in my heart to think evil about anything. But the thoughts keep churning in my mind causing me and others much harm. Show me Father what is Your will in this matter.

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause & reflect, am I not directing and controlling all circumstances in your life? I allow all those thoughts for you to make a choice:

1. Are you willing to love Ahmad in spite of Ahmad’s wrongs to you?
2. Do you aim to retaliate and return to Ahmad those wrongs that hurt you?

You see My child? It is very easy to love the lovely but the un-lovely? For that you need the power of love from on high. That power is what I am drenching your soul in to the end of a harmonious relationship not only with Ahmad but with all of your love ones.

Soon I will put it all together for all to glance at the manner in which I do My work in you and for you. You see? In former times, you have frantically called on me to help you to get rid of such thoughts but, your aim has been only for your comfort. The aim of your human nature is all about pleasure & comfort, therefore, the human being suffers. For I will not respond to such request, why? Because your doings are for the love of the world not for the love of My being, as it is written,

James 4:3-5 [Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures. (4) You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God. (5) Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer_3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

You see it? Why do I demand for you to love Me above all things and all else outside of Me. My commandment has nothing to do with servitude and dictatorship. Indeed, the opposite is the truth. Nevertheless, I have closed the human mind. Thus, the human mind cannot apprehend My ways. Why have I done such closing? For obvious reasons, otherwise? The human being would have destroyed himself and My whole creation.

Until the human being has the prescribed amount of suffering, the human being cannot reconsider his/her doings. For the human being can only feel the hurt but the human being refuses to find the cause of that hurt until that human being has suffer enough.

In the meantime, the human struggles to get rid of the hurt. The world presents myriads of ways to get rid of the hurt but, it is all to no avail. Are you beginning to see the matter for what it is? In former times, you along the multitude have not been able to comprehend the evil suffering in this world. Therefore, you along the multitude turn away from My Being not only for lack of understanding but also for the unwillingness to give up the hope to overcome all suffering by the human power of the human mind. This is the hope to become self-sufficient without the need of My Being, just like Satan promised it was to be if My first created man was to disregard My command not to eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good & Evil.

Even so, I will not give up and simply let My children perish in their own rebellious ways, as it is written for one example in Isaiah 48. The power of My love cannot allow Me to do so. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, all these things have been written and rehashed over and over again to no avail for you or anyone else. So? Why now I am directing you into this same rehashed matter? Timing. All things are done at the precise due time. That due time is now in effect. Thus the importance of your testimony in these writings. Go on My child, post this recording today as I will lead you to do.

Thanks my Father. As You lead me I will do. His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia