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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Sunday, September 18, 2016 at 6:45 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? Whatever You are doing I refuse to question and doubt You. You are my Father, would You give me a scorpion instead of the necessary monies for us to live by? Of course not! That’s what You tell us as it is written,
So I say to you, Ask and keep on asking and it shall be given you; seek and keep on seeking and you shall find; knock and keep on knocking and the door shall be opened to you.
For everyone who asks and keeps on asking receives; and he who seeks and keeps on seeking finds; and to him who knocks and keeps on knocking, the door shall be opened.
What father among you, if his son asks for a loaf of bread, will give him a stone; or if he asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent?
Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?
If you then, evil as you are, know how to give good gifts [gifts that are to their advantage] to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask and continue to ask Him!
O my Father—O Father of mine? We have been asking of You. But we have not been satisfied with Your answer. We have not grab on to Your Set Apart Spirit You have gifted unto us. Thus we fall into the temptation to ask of people. It seems to me that I have been doing that all of my life. People is tired of my duality. I say I trust You but I go on begging for money. I do not have the power to wait on You.
Rather I have not grab on to that power You have gifted to me. I grieve Your Set Apart Spirit. I see it my Father. I am continuously blaming Ahmad but, it is not Ahmad. It’s me. Have mercy, O my Father—O Father of mine, discipline me but not in Your wrath. You know what went on last night. You know that I fell many steps down in the eyes of Joyce—she sees no change in me.