Sunday, September 18, 2016 at 8:20 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I need You. I need You. I need You now more than ever before. I sense the culmination of the seven years I been walking on these grounds. The way things are turning out is frightening! Have I been stung once again by the snake behind Ahmad’s actions? It is obvious. Am I to declare defeat? Have the enemy the upper hand when it comes to Ahmad? Regardless, I refuse to panic. I will sit still and wait on You no matter what sort of ideas churn in my carnal mind. I wait on You.
Sunday, September 18, 2016 at 8:42 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? Indeed, You know how burdened & heavy laden I am at this moment. A call from Ahmad just double my burden. Has Ahmad given in to the enemy? Is Ahmad ready to abandon me? Is there no hope for Ahmad? I refuse to speculate. Yahushua said,
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls. Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle—meek and humble lowly in heart, and you will find rest—relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet for your souls. For My yoke is wholesome—useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant, and My burden is light and easy to be borne.
Said Yahushua in Matthew 11:28-30
I coming to You, O my Father—O Father of mine? I am so heavy laden this morning. Give me the power of Your Set Apart Spirit to come to Yahushua. Give me the power to take Yahushua’s yoke. What does that mean? What am I asking? Ah! One of the means of yoke is. ‘To join together; bind: partners who were yoked together for life.’
So, I am asking You to join me, to bind me with the yoke of Yahushua. I take the yoke of Yahushua to be the yoke of love? Ah! The power of love from on high that You have drenched upon me!
O my Father—O Father of mine? Every day I am bombarded with all kind of do and don’ts. Some inject fear. Some inject courage. All of them together? It means lack of trust or lack of love in and for You. It means we are not willing to love you above all others. It means we are willing, big time to love others as we love ourselves first of all. Basically, it means the love for ourselves is supreme.