Discouraged? Only a Passing Moment …
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, September 23, 2016 at 9:08 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Let me face it, I am discouraged. I feel like crying. No, not just crying, I feel like weeping! No two ways about it. So tired I am of the ups & downs of my daily journey in Your Presence. So tired of the multitude of systems & techniques, advises, opinions, judgmental self-righteous people, I feel like keeping to myself and never sharing anything with anyone. So tired of my mind set on I don’t even know what? What is the matter with me, Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? What are You teaching me?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Am I not your Father/Creator? Am I not in control of every minute detail of all that goes on not just in your life but also, in all that goes on in My whole creation?
A resound YES to those questions, O my Father—O Father of mine. Even so, at the drop of a hat, I loose my focus. I get distracted. I become utterly discouraged. Set my focus on You, O my Father—O Father of mine, set it in a way for me to be steady. I don’t want to follow the systems at large. Millions are into Yoga, Dalai Lama, Existentialism, all kinds of deep, innovative systems to achieve concepts of happiness, a blissful life, peace and so far.
Me? I want with all my heart to proclaim Your Sovereign. Your authority over Your whole creation. What chance have I got my Father against the giant of all of these practices together? How can I make an impact in this world of skeptics in the guise of so many slants in the literary media? The minute I mention You or Your commandments or Your words, they politely shun me. Or what is even worse, they engage in a sort of campaign to prove me wrong. I don’t know how to handle this situation any longer my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I beseech You, get me out of this miserable predicament!
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Fear not. I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world. I set you up to impact the world with the work I do in your heart at all times. Whether you are discouraged or not. Whether you are elated or depressed. No matter what? I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in. I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.