Discouraged? Only a Passing Moment …
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, September 23, 2016 at 9:08 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Let me face it, I am discouraged. I feel like crying. No, not just crying, I feel like weeping! No two ways about it. So tired I am of the ups & downs of my daily journey in Your Presence. So tired of the multitude of systems & techniques, advises, opinions, judgmental self-righteous people, I feel like keeping to myself and never sharing anything with anyone. So tired of my mind set on I don’t even know what? What is the matter with me, Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? What are You teaching me?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Am I not your Father/Creator? Am I not in control of every minute detail of all that goes on not just in your life but also, in all that goes on in My whole creation?
A resound YES to those questions, O my Father—O Father of mine. Even so, at the drop of a hat, I loose my focus. I get distracted. I become utterly discouraged. Set my focus on You, O my Father—O Father of mine, set it in a way for me to be steady. I don’t want to follow the systems at large. Millions are into Yoga, Dalai Lama, Existentialism, all kinds of deep, innovative systems to achieve concepts of happiness, a blissful life, peace and so far.
Me? I want with all my heart to proclaim Your Sovereign. Your authority over Your whole creation. What chance have I got my Father against the giant of all of these practices together? How can I make an impact in this world of skeptics in the guise of so many slants in the literary media? The minute I mention You or Your commandments or Your words, they politely shun me. Or what is even worse, they engage in a sort of campaign to prove me wrong. I don’t know how to handle this situation any longer my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I beseech You, get me out of this miserable predicament!
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Fear not. I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world. I set you up to impact the world with the work I do in your heart at all times. Whether you are discouraged or not. Whether you are elated or depressed. No matter what? I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in. I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.
I am giving you as much wisdom & riches as I gave to Solomon. For I know that you are keenly aware of your deficiencies and your weaknesses. I am well aware also of your faithfulness. Your faith shall not fail you. For you are returning to Me. Now, I have set up you up to strengthen the rest of My children.
I am well aware of your concern because many are attaining a blissful life by means of the power of their minds. In due time, I will fulfill My promises to you. I will make your dreams come true. The fulfillment of your dreams will catch the attention of more souls than you can imagine. Set your focus on Me along with My promises to you.
From now on, keep to yourself. Do not let all the worldly thoughts & human wisdom deter you from the path I have marked for you. I will give you enough savvy to achieve your goals with a different slant little known by the most sophisticated scholars in all arts. Do what they tell you but, do not do what they do. In that respect, I will weed & separate My children from the rest of mankind.
Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart. Lift up your head! Your redemption draws nigh. Rejoice and be glad. Your discouragements are only for a moment. No need for your concern. I am working all things for the good of all My children. Remember, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Always remember, your obedience is My delight. My delight is your strength.
So be it. In silence, I worship you.