Discouraged? …

Discouraged? Only a Passing Moment …

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, September 23, 2016 at 9:08 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Let me face it, I am discouraged. I feel like crying. No, not just crying, I feel like weeping! No two ways about it. So tired I am of the ups & downs of my daily journey in Your Presence. So tired of the multitude of systems & techniques, advises, opinions, judgmental self-righteous people, I feel like keeping to myself and never sharing anything with anyone. So tired of my mind set on I don’t even know what? What is the matter with me, Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? What are You teaching me?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Am I not your Father/Creator? Am I not in control of every minute detail of all that goes on not just in your life but also, in all that goes on in My whole creation?

A resound YES to those questions, O my Father—O Father of mine. Even so, at the drop of a hat, I loose my focus. I get distracted. I become utterly discouraged. Set my focus on You, O my Father—O Father of mine, set it in a way for me to be steady. I don’t want to follow the systems at large. Millions are into Yoga, Dalai Lama, Existentialism, all kinds of deep, innovative systems to achieve concepts of happiness, a blissful life, peace and so far.
Me? I want with all my heart to proclaim Your Sovereign. Your authority over Your whole creation. What chance have I got my Father against the giant of all of these practices together? How can I make an impact in this world of skeptics in the guise of so many slants in the literary media? The minute I mention You or Your commandments or Your words, they politely shun me. Or what is even worse, they engage in a sort of campaign to prove me wrong. I don’t know how to handle this situation any longer my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I beseech You, get me out of this miserable predicament!

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Fear not. I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world. I set you up to impact the world with the work I do in your heart at all times. Whether you are discouraged or not. Whether you are elated or depressed. No matter what? I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in. I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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