Next day. “I am sorry, really I can do without honey.” And on & on goes the daily cravings for things. Daily also goes the realization of not needing anything! Same with Ahmad. O what freedom! Have we starved? Nay. We been eating better than before. Funny thing. A dream right before I started watching Jeff’s webinar.
We been so broke that there is no gas in my stove tank. I been cooking on a little electric burner for quite a few weeks now. So, while I slept waiting for the webinar, I dreamed, rather more like a vision. I was in my kitchen. Had placed an empty frying pan on the stove getting it ready to transfer it to the electric burner. Suddenly! The pan started to smoke—there was fire under it. I lifted it and, wow! All 3 burners were lit up! GAS! Ahmad walked in. “When did you get the gas?” “Oh, I forgot to tell you.” And I woke up.
Webinar ended. I headed for Google. Needed to find out meaning of dream. Check several sites to no avail. Until, I read the meaning of the exact picture in my dream, aka, “Burning gas indicates that you will have the chance to realize your plans and wishes.”
Father is leading all the way. No need to be condescending or smug about it all. Jeff and the rest require a fair payment to subscribe to their coaching and different groups. They have spent much time & money acquiring the skills needed to make a living as a writer. They are very generous with free books and extensive free tutorials. Following the freebies, they deserve their wages.
Should I have the monies? I would gladly pay up. But really, there is no need for me to pay for a course on how to build a tribe at the moment. Father has already built my tribe. Take a look at what I got yesterday from a new follower of the blogs Father has inspired to create,
I smiled with your post. So it did served its purpose in my life. Thank you for sharing and your visit on my blog.
Hum! As of yesterday? I threw all my junk under the feet of my Master. EVERYTHING! From, “You know that I am hurting big time. How can anyone concentrate on anything useful when the body is in pain? You know we need money! You promised me big money but, no indication that such is true. You know I need people. You did not make us to live alone! Nobody visits or calls or writes to me; not even my children and even Ahmad has not any time for me! I can’t concentrate on learning the new skills I need to earn my living! I am totally discouraged! I am running on dead ends everywhere I turn! You know that Ahmad’s mind is just about gone! You know the children need food, clothing, shoes. You tell me not to worry but how can I not worry?” All the way to, “I had enough and You know it! But I refuse to take things with my own hands! No matter what? I trust You.” “Satan! My Master Yahuwah rebukes you. You are not going to get the best of me!”