Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Saturday, October 22, 2016 at 6:13 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, You speak to me in dreams. This last two dreams could have thrown me for a loop but, I see them only coming from You to establish me not in fantasy. What is the reality of my present situation in my journey on the highway of the world? You tell me, O my Father—O Father of mine; for I am getting to the breaking point where I cannot determine what is what in a way; in another way, LIGHT! ENCOURAGEMENT! CONFIDENCE IN THE RIGHT PLACE ARE RENEWED! Why?
Because of the events and dreams that I am going through. So far all my dreams have been positive until a moment ago. Funny thing, I am not troubled about such dreams. Only wanting to hear from You. I wait on You. For I know those two dreams are part of Your warning of what to expect without fear or doubt in You.
Saturday, October 22, 2016 at 11:16 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? You know that when I can’t figure out how to do something, I get bent out of shape. Perhaps that was the meaning of my dreams of last night. But there is no need to get bent out of shape. My focus needs to be in You. If I can’t figure out something, I must keep my composure and wait until You show me the way.
That’s easily said than done. You know that to be the fact. You also know that such are the moments when we decide to take over and forget all about You. Your providence to supply us with all that we need in all occasions is totally ignored. It’s like You do not exist. It’s like if I don’t do whatever for myself it won’t get done! It’s the moment when we grab on to any or all the ‘I can do anything that my mind sets to do’.
Well, here comes the uniqueness of my present attitude. I know I can do anything that my mind sets to do but, I refuse to do anything that my mind sets to do! Am I crazy? Am I a copout? NAY! That is what we all are supposed to do IF we want to enter the Kingdom of heaven.
Of course, who cares about the Kingdom of heaven when hunger or want of any kind comes to visit? Lean not in my understanding? Become like a little child? What kind of impossible talk is that? Hahaha! That’s Yahushua’s talk and, you right, it is an impossible talk—how, in heaven’s name can we not lean on the brilliant minds that we think He has gifted to us?