Unless You prove to me that it is not so, I cannot continue writing. I’ll just stay right here and see what my fate shall be. Whatever, I am 77 years old so I should not have long to wait for my death.
You know that I am not looking for fame & fortune. By no means I intent to promote things to satisfy the carnal self. All I want is to promote the message that You have for the whole world. I can do that with humor. I can do it with poetry. I can do it with challenging articles. Articles to get Your children populating this world to reconsider their way. I can do it sharing my journal. I can do all of it by Your power of love from on high, through the medium You are making available for me—could be the Reader’s Digest Magazine or the whole world of successful copywriters. Otherwise, I do not want to do anything at all.
Ha! It just came to me. You did speak to me in that dream. You made me see how empty and depressive it is to be somebody of importance like a school principal in this dirty and empty world that we inhabit. I cringe at the thought of becoming somebody of importance in this world by the power of the human mind. So? That’s how You made me come to my deciding moment as I wrote it above. Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Wow! My deciding moment. Let it go on record. Today, Wednesday, October 26, 2016 at 3:38 pm my deciding moment came to pass. From here on up, the power of love from on high shall take me to the highest peak where I can freely commune with You alone, O my Father—O Father of mine, just like Yahushua did when He walked among man. What? I went to look for that passage of the Scriptures. I read it. My eyes popped. My mouth dropped. Exactly the moment I am passing through.