Indeed, you found such love. You were comfortable if not satisfied. Still, you were not eating the pig’s food in a literal sense of the word. You were loved and you loved in return. So, what caused you to come to your senses and return to My house? Was it not the whirlwind of My confrontation?
After My confrontation, conviction and your repentance did I not wait a whole year before I called you back into My service? The same call as the call to My twelve disciples but, a different precedent. For once you returned to My house I could prepare and send you out to the same world you had been in vain searching for human love & approval. Why? What is the difference between My twelve disciples and you?
O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, it is My unfathomable wisdom standing between your call and my disciples call. My ways are higher than your ways but, the human nature in you is always striving to supersede My wisdom. Therefore, your frustration with your human nature.
But I know you My child, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, I know you better than you know yourself. Thus, I let you in many secrets for you to proclaim, to effect the restoration of My children to the original intent of their creation.
I am delighted with your obedience at the cost of your sanity in the face of mankind. Yes, I will grant to you as much or even over the wisdom & riches I gave to King Solomon now before the return of My Beloved Son. Why? That the world may know this time I AM. I AM the ever existent One. I will never give My beloved children to Satan. I will soon restore not only My rebellious children but also My whole creation!