Thursday, December 15, 2016 at 11:25 am
Well, it seems my pattern remains the same; in the morning, I can conquer the world; around noon time, the world gets the best of me; least it tries me so but! O my Father—O Father of mine? You know me only too well. You know despite all attempts to destroy my dependence on You come to nothing because You have overcome the world for me.
O my Father—O Father of mine? I am wondering about the multitude of comments from all over the world. Some things I read are so disturbing. I am aware of alienating the ones closest to my heart. I so would like to be part of their lives but! I just don’t fit in this world of so many faces. What to do about it my Father?
Thursday, December 15, 2016 at 2:42 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? Your answer to such question is always the same. “Do nothing besides what I have led you to do thus far.” Absolutely! Your timing for all things is exact and perfect. Had You quickened me before this day to read on Cory’s beliefs & legacy to his mom? I would have panicked and done something about it against Your loving will for Denise and for me and for all connected with us.
Thanks, my Father for Your empowering me with the power of Your love from high. Despite the horrendous & precarious situation engulfing humanity nowadays, including my own precious children, I remain calm & confident, trusting, and depending on You without any reservations.
Funny thing! My head is spinning with the array of illustrious names in Cory’s repertoire that transformed him into a prodigy human being. Me? Quite familiar with some of those names but! None succeeded in captivating my soul as it has been done with the great majority of Your children.
My conclusion? Ha! Even the devil never has not ever will succeed in figuring You out but! These illustrious human beings are sure they have done so! No wonder why You sit on Your throne and laugh at the kings of this earth.
O my Father—O Father of mine? As per Your instructions, I refuse to lean on any of my understanding. I refuse to let any of my conclusions control me. I refuse to trouble myself with whatever anyone else is doing. You are my Master and owner of my soul. None other deserves any of my attention. I wait on You.