To Be Genuine. Am I Genuine? Hum! I Tremble…

Whenever adversity comes my way is like the most important thing in the whole world. My ‘egoic’ nature goes into high controlling gear—ATTENTION! Mind MY PROBLEM or get out of my sight! Anger. Lack of consideration for anyone. Violence personify gets a hold of my soul! Then? Remorse. I am sorry. Really? Nay! I am not sorry! I am cold! I am miserable! An you, you, you!!! You just don’t care! You? O my Father—O Father of mine? You remain unchanged. You don’t care? Is that so?

Tuesday, December 27, 2016 at 2:15 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? But how You expose my wicked carnal self! Am I genuine? How can I be genuine and yet relish in likes and hoping to get the coveted attention all human beings sell their souls to obtain? That’s the question I must answer before is too late. That’s the question I must answer to start a solid walk by the Set-Apart Spirit of the Father/Creator. Once again I must answer it.

“I thought to be genuine but! Now I see my pitiful assumption in the Light of Your Presence. My shrilling cry goes up. Against You and You alone that insidious carnal thing within me stealthily seeks to set man in the throne of my heart. Have mercy on me! Psalms 51 comes into play once again. With King David I emphasize my plea.

Psalms 51:1-19
Have mercy upon me, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, according to Your steadfast love; according to the multitude of Your tender mercy and loving-kindness blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly and repeatedly from my iniquity and guilt and cleanse me and make me wholly pure from my sin!

For I am conscious of my transgressions and I acknowledge them; my sin is ever before me. Against You, You only, have I sinned and done that which is evil in Your sight, so that You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment.

Behold, I was brought forth in a state of iniquity; my mother was sinful who conceived me and I too am sinful. Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall in reality be whiter than snow.

Make me to hear joy and gladness and be satisfied; let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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