O my Father—O Father of mine? Whatever You have in mind for me today, let it be! I refuse to pay mind to the wiles of my imagination. You are my Master. I am Your bond servant by the power of Your love from on high. I am not in this world by the wiles of Satan. Indeed! I am here by Your will design and purpose.
You knew me before I was born. You schedule each day of my life before any of my days came to be. You know my thoughts and words before I even think or say them. You are thinking about me when I go to sleep. When I wake up? You still thinking about me. How can I get away from You in the face of such facts?
These are days for me to face reality. Forget about a pie in the sky! No need to expect the fairy godmother to whack me on the head to transform me into a pot of gold. The reality of my existence on these earthly grounds is setting in big time!
No need to grab on to the wiles of my imagination to make havoc not only of my life but also of everyone within my close circle of family & friends. I must do what is in Your mind for me to do. What that would be? That is the one reality I must realize & accept. For You only let me know what I must do on the spot.
In the last 9 months, Your ‘on the spot’ instructions have cost me my life of comfort on these earthly grounds. You have taken & given not only things but! You have ripped my treasured children from my wicked heart. My most treasured friends have followed suit. One last child and one last friend have remained but! They now must go! You take & You give. All in Your time. Your wisdom beyond it all is unfathomable. Blessed be Your name forever.