The Reality Of Being Genuine. It Is Not Fun Nor Funny. Strength & Power? Yes! That’s What It Takes.
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, December 30, 2016 at 6:32 pm
I am exhausted. Been re-arranging again. The glare in my computer screen prevented me to read it. I had to do something. It’s working for now. Will record when I wake up next. I slept until around 3 am but, had to clean up.
Saturday, December 31, 2016 at 9:16 am
Just now I finished all chores. I spent a very restless night. I was not feeling well. I have been indulging eating things not in benefit for my health. Eating has become a problem. For everywhere I turn eating is the welcome thing in the world. Unfortunately for me, I cannot eat what the world has to offer without suffering the consequences.
One more hurdle to overcome. Fortunately, You have overcome the world for me. So I sense power to fast to detox my body. Then, I know You will empower me to overcome the eating hurdle without stumbling anybody. What am I talking about?
I am talking about being genuine. It is really easy to use other people’s customs & hospitable ways to indulge ourselves. Sweets are the welcome sign of love everywhere in the world. Sweets as well as traditional food. I love & pride myself in enjoying the welcome from the locals. I also love sweets. So? I indulge seemingly to be polite.
The truth? It is not about ‘polite’. Sweets or sugar are for me an addiction. I know sweets or sugar is the worst poison for our bodies, but! Once I have one sweet is like nonstop sweets. It is confusing to others. One day I am super healthy preacher with the do & don’t eat this or that. Next day? I am behaving like a veritable glutton.
This time? I know You are taken care of this addiction of mine for good. What makes me so sure?
O my Father—O Father of mine? There is no ending to the ways You lead & teach me all things for my benefit and the benefit of others. Thus, I am sure this time this addiction of mine will be no more! For You are in control of every minute detail of my doings. You quicken me on the spot what I need to do. I am to fast for the ten days that take to detox my body.