The gist of the matter. The paradigm of life. We want control! Unfortunately? We are controlled! Secret solution? Give the control of my being and my life to the Loving Father/Creator of our beings. Boo-ya! Need for control? Vanished!
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Monday, January 2, 2017 at 10:23 am
I am re-arranging all things in my apartment. The moisture of winter in these buildings is really annoying but, I thank You my Father. You are giving me the incentive to work. Incentive to resolve the situations instead of lamenting about them. Closing the computer to be safe.
Monday, January 2, 2017 at 3:39 pm
Well, I am not quite finish but, I need a break. One thing I am glad, it’s my third day of fasting. I feel good, not hungry or missing food at all. Continue to muse and reflect about all the goings in my world. Observing my world near and afar. Seeing all events that once were so important to me. Now? All tinsel have ceased to amuse me.
Monday, January 2, 2017 at 12:00 am
Wow! Exactly the end of this second day of 2017. About four hours ago I receive the news of my brother Juan’s death. Since then much transpired. I spoke to Denise. We shared amazing discoveries about ourselves, but! I will record whatever I need to record about it all. For the moment I am going back to bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.
Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 5:29 am
Wow! Every single morning new mercies I see! Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I continue musing not imagining anything. Today is the third day of following Your lead to detox not only my body but also my mind. I am musing not imagining things anymore. Deep in thought about the way You are leading me in this new beginning. New beginning in this life in Your Presence that already began many years ago.
Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 7:37 am
Well, is the third day of the month. Pay day! Am I expecting Ahmad to come see what I need? Nay! Not anymore. The best part about my expectations? They are there no more by the power of Your love from on high! Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? For You alone have the power to transform us into Your likeness.