Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 7:37 am
Well, is the third day of the month. Pay day! Am I expecting Ahmad to come see what I need? Nay! Not anymore. The best part about my expectations? They are there no more by the power of Your love from on high! Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? For You alone have the power to transform us into Your likeness.
So, what is it that I am musing about? O my Father—O Father of mine, You know it. I am musing about Your ways. About the way You have been leading me for the last 31 years since that memorable day June 20, 1985. Oh? Perhaps You have been leading me all the days of my life. For You knew and loved me even before my birth. For You have a definite purpose for such a life of mine.
Indeed! My new beginning. A new life begins shinning like star from the power of Your love from on high!
Do I owe such privilege to the many encouraging suggestions I took to my heart many years ago? Nay! Why not? Because I was seeking for such a privilege with the power of my mind. I read many books and articles. I listened to many inspired speakers. I searched to the depth of hell and back. Such privilege remained elusive!
Behold! The power of Your love drenched my being! Your love found me. I came to my senses. Like the prodigal son, I came home to You. My search ended! No need to search. Why search for what is already mine?
Now I read the same things that once magnetized my mind and, like magic, I detect what is the magnetism in such books. I read. Wow! How hard I tried to put to practice such suggestions? Hum! The harder I tried, the greater my frustration at the impossibility to attain the desires results!