I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

At last the post I did not post! I think. If I posted it, it might be a good idea to be read again! lol

We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of positive thinking. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results, but! The sound testimonials attesting ‘Repentance’ to be the only way to attain permanent and eternal joy? Ha! “Don’t talk to me like that!” “I don’t want to hear it!”. …Sad…Regardless! Behold, the power of love from on high!It never fails! It will always avails!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 1:21 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? In You I am complete despite even of my own carnal nature. Ha! It would be nice should You eradicate the carnal nature in us now while still in this world. Thus, I won’t have to worry my egoic carnal nature insidious quest to control at any cost!

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 2:19 am

Goodness! Goodness! Goodness sake! I see all those happy, happy faces. Hands flipped wide & upwards! Free! Free! Free! They claim to be? Man! What a job to be free! Lift your hands! Sit so! Breathe this or that way! one hour here or there! Meditate! Eat this or that or vice versa!

Okay! I am a party pooper but! That’s just too much for this lovely thing that I am! Why should I need such rigorous life style when I have a Father gifting me far better & easier ways to achieve permanent & perfect eternal peace, joy resting underneath His everlasting arms?

No. I do not sport a happy radiant beautiful face with perfect teeth glaring a healthy smile. Hum! Do I envy the ones portraying such face? Nay! Been there, done that! Now I am back! What now does my face portray? Take a look. 

Hum! On the way to the photographer for my passport picture, Ahmad harassed me. Don’t even remember his problem. By the time we arrived at the photographer I was none too cheerful. Fortunately, my hair was not sticking out like a mad professor but! My smile to brighten up my eyes? Not present at all! The photographer much too busy to get a nice smile out of me. I managed to smirk.

Got my pictures and! Resignation. What else? Truth? My face portrays my feelings at any given moment. Am I concerned about my looks? Nay! But Wesam? The minute I am in her presence, she gets a hold of my hair. She strips my unique attire. She invests me with whatever is nice and handy and, there! she presents her master piece! Ah! Beautiful! You are not fat after all! Come the remarks to delight my precious Wesam! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!


  1. Danwell Phiri
    January 10, 2017

    Hi My beautiful friend Thia,
    Iam delighted to see that you are continuing to do what you believe is right. May my God give you rest of the spirit and heart. Lots of love

  2. thiaBasilia
    January 10, 2017

    O Dan, Dan! What a great surprise. How’s my body guard Silvia? I so miss you. I so wish you could take spin my way. I am now in Amman, Jordan. Jordan is not in the war. I m perfectly safe. Still under the protection from Father. Father has gifted a son and family over here. I live in a beautiful roof apartment of my dreams. Father is good! Keep in touch. Much love, thiaBasilia 🙂

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published.

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Scroll to top