I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

Hum! On the way to the photographer for my passport picture, Ahmad harassed me. Don’t even remember his problem. By the time we arrived at the photographer I was none too cheerful. Fortunately, my hair was not sticking out like a mad professor but! My smile to brighten up my eyes? Not present at all! The photographer much too busy to get a nice smile out of me. I managed to smirk.

Got my pictures and! Resignation. What else? Truth? My face portrays my feelings at any given moment. Am I concerned about my looks? Nay! But Wesam? The minute I am in her presence, she gets a hold of my hair. She strips my unique attire. She invests me with whatever is nice and handy and, there! she presents her master piece! Ah! Beautiful! You are not fat after all! Come the remarks to delight my precious Wesam! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Well, what all of that got to do with the Deep Sadness; a sadness too deep to describe? The deep sadness I am sensing in my heart? Much in every way. Behold! The power of love from on high. It’s not really a matter of looking ‘happy’ and elated and living the life of ease & comfort on these earthly grounds. Nay!

It’s all a matter of knowing where one’s help comes from. It’s all a matter of knowing one’s source. It’s all a matter of honoring that source! Well, isn’t that what a great number of ‘happy’ faces are all about? Yes! Only one huge problem. This great number of ‘happy’ faces attribute the honor to their own selves. “I have discovered my true self!” “I love myself!” Is their claim.

Wow! The challenge of the beginning! Remember? “You shall not surely die, for God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity.”

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!


  1. Danwell Phiri
    January 10, 2017

    Hi My beautiful friend Thia,
    Iam delighted to see that you are continuing to do what you believe is right. May my God give you rest of the spirit and heart. Lots of love

  2. thiaBasilia
    January 10, 2017

    O Dan, Dan! What a great surprise. How’s my body guard Silvia? I so miss you. I so wish you could take spin my way. I am now in Amman, Jordan. Jordan is not in the war. I m perfectly safe. Still under the protection from Father. Father has gifted a son and family over here. I live in a beautiful roof apartment of my dreams. Father is good! Keep in touch. Much love, thiaBasilia 🙂

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