What Am I Doing? I Don’t Know. Father Knows. Good Enough. I’m going to sleep…

Phew! Been minding & writing all this time. Hope for the best!

Monday, February 6, 2017 at 5:36 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I have done as per Your lead. Now I wait. Whatever will be, will be! My passionate trust is on You regardless! It’s now 11:12 pm. Almost the end of this day. Don’t know why I have this lurking feeling of despair. My enthusiasm goes up & down. I’m so tired of feelings. Emotions can wear a soul to a frazzle!

Again & again my passionate trust is set on You. I must learn patience but! You know patience is something beyond my ability to practice. What to do? I keep running in all kinds of rabbit tails. Wasting my times or am I? Perhaps this is the way is meant for me to achieve whatever You mean for me to achieve. Perhaps this is the way to ‘uniqueness’. I can’t quit. I must go on.

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 6:20 am

What makes a person eternally unique? O my Father—O Father of mine, what makes a person worthy of Your blessing? Why, distinctly I recoil at the sight of a fabulously life on these earthly grounds?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Go back to that day when I walked among man. Sitting on that rock …Quoting a comment,

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 4:59 AM

I don’t know how to express the awe of the moment. How timely you popped in my inbox! Here I was earlier,

Monday, February 6, 2017 at 5:36 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I have done as per Your lead. Now I wait. Whatever will be, will be! My passionate trust is on You regardless! It’s now 11:12 pm. Almost the end of this day. Don’t know why I have this lurking feeling of despair. My enthusiasm goes up & down. I’m so tired of feelings. Emotions can wear a soul to a frazzle!

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