Woke up at midnight. I described my state of mind. Then back to sleep. Two and ½ hours later I wake up and? Enlightenment! Enlightened only about this Pat of mine? NAY! Enlightenment about my children, Ahmad, the whole gamut of my entire world of people in my path of life! Now I got to go fix some eats. Back later!
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 7:17 am
Hum! From the beginning, going this way or that way always whining for help & attention to no avail. Ah! The beasts! Selfish human beings that only think of themselves and nothing else! They have no time to help me! Oh? Are you not a human being?
Guess You got a point there my Father. Correct me, but not in Your anger. Your anger is not a joke. How well You know this child of Yours has been a recipient of Your anger, but! The experience of Your anger brought about the luscious fruit of Your wisdom now bursting in streams of Living Waters to satiate the thirst of many souls!
Back to my enlightenment. Flash, the whole spam of time since 1985 when I was called to journal my life. I had my suspicions about my insecure & fearful behavior but! Not as clear as I see the behavior change now. Indeed! “Help me, please” has been my motto like forever. I cannot remember the time that yours truly was not in need of this or that from somebody else.
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 6:17 pm
Hum! Even now, I still have a residue of, “I need help” but, I check myself when I add, “No, I don’t need help! I can help myself, no problem. And I go on to do wonders with my time & gifted ingenuity. Had to go to sleep again.
Friday, February 24, 2017 at 1:23 am
I just woke up looking for Your answer, O my Father—O Father of mine? Hoping to find Your answer in the inbox, I headed there. Nothing. An email from Pat mentioning how time flies. Ah! I hear You, my Father! “How time flies and no one prepares.”
Again, “How time flies and no one prepares. Have I not warned you My people would not listen to you? I sent you to them as I did with my worker Ezekiel. I told you to tell the wicked as well as the righteous of their sin. I warned you about My rebellious self-righteous people. I told you I would put ropes around you and you would not be able to go as you please. I warned you only would speak when I opened your mouth to do so. Otherwise, your tongue would stick to the roof of your mouth and you would not be able to utter a word from your own mind. Remember?
Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Almighty Yahuwah; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.
My child, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? My words to you continue to be. You are and you be as My will it is for thee. Yes, My people have rebelled against My authority over them. There is a reason for such phenomenon. Cause & effect. The cause? The supernatural force against My Being. The effect? The chaos & confusion of My most treasured creation—mankind.
Am I silently allowing the supernatural force to effect such chaos & confusion to destroy mankind? NAY! Your times are in My hands. I work without ceasing during the span of time allowed for chaos & confusion to reign over My people, but! The new 7th Day of rest is now about to take place.