Before I could blink an eye, I spoke, “Pat, we have Romans one and Romans 2. You know what? We are living in Romans 2! Every time you mention your religious doings with me, Romans 1 & 2 pops in my mind. My heart constricts in the most painful way. The Spirit within me grieves! You are stuck in self-righteousness!”
O man! O man! O man! What have I done? I done mess up the only link to this world. Now what? I pranced about my beautiful apartment in total physical discomfort. On top of everything, the computer acting up. I purchased a program to solve my problem but, the weirdest thing took place with my order, I miss spelled my email so the order was not delivered to my inbox. The order disappeared but the charge to my bank did not. Thanks goodness Joyce has come to my help. Also, disgusted with all the hype going on in my inbox. Not knowing which way to turn. I go to sleep.
Woke up at midnight. I described my state of mind. Then back to sleep. Two and ½ hours later I wake up and? Enlightenment! Enlightened only about this Pat of mine? NAY! Enlightenment about my children, Ahmad, the whole gamut of my entire world of people in my path of life! Now I got to go fix some eats. Back later!
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 7:17 am
Hum! From the beginning, going this way or that way always whining for help & attention to no avail. Ah! The beasts! Selfish human beings that only think of themselves and nothing else! They have no time to help me! Oh? Are you not a human being?
Guess You got a point there my Father. Correct me, but not in Your anger. Your anger is not a joke. How well You know this child of Yours has been a recipient of Your anger, but! The experience of Your anger brought about the luscious fruit of Your wisdom now bursting in streams of Living Waters to satiate the thirst of many souls!