Now, the repairs. A veritable nightmare! My reaction? Like the contentious woman of Probers 11:22. So, my behavior caused much hurt to my beloved Ahmad. So much so he became physically ill. He called me from the emergency room. Did not accuse me, no, he was only reaching out to his loving mom for comfort. I hated myself. Why? Because I saw the ugliness of my behavior. I brought the matter to my Father and went to sleep.
Wake up. Then, it came to me what to do. I did exactly what you write in the article to do before I read your article. Amazing. I recognized my ill behavior. I message my Ahmad the words he needed to hear. Like magic, every time I practice what the Spirit within my being quickens for me to do and what you wrote in your article? Contentment, peace & joy return to me big time, no matter the cause of the ugly moment
Next? It came to me, Check your inbox. Read your article. Wow! Know what, Nina? The content in your article is exactly what it came to me before I read your article. I have been led to take responsibility for my behavior. Not to worry about others. To look first at my own motives for anything and more.
Tuesday, March 7, 2017 at 1:25 am
I’m going back to sleep. Wake up. It’s now 4:39 am. Seven hours of sleep is quite a gift to heal my body. Thanks, my Father.
Nina, I wrote this on Monday, March 6, 2017 at 2:35 pm. I am not led to post it just now. I’ll wait.
Thursday, March 9, 2017 at 11:08 pm
Today is the day I must end this post with a letter to Nina Amir. Father is leading all the way. I will wait to see what happens with this post. And what will be in the next post.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂