Yes! I Know Something About You And Me. We Are Both Inheritors Of Mental Insanity But! There Is HOPE …

Father, it has come to me, I need to raise $280,000.00 (Two hundred and eighty thousand dollars) to buy this building and renovated with a solar dome. Why? Because of Your promise. You promised me this building for the veggie garden as well as the bee hives to produce vegetables & honey for our survival in the future perilous days to come.

That all is not just my selfish dream. That is Your promise. Your promise. You will materialize Your promise. In fact, You already done that. I do not NEED to spray &pray for things to happen. The truth is, I have no need to spray lofty thoughts from the insanity of my birth mind. I do not need to pray to an unknown deity of my making to materialize such lofty thoughts.

But! By all means, I need YOU! You alone are my Portion. To You alone I owe my love and devotion above all things on, under and above this earth. Myself, my family, my friends, my neighbor are all under the loving umbrella of my love for YOU.

Friday, March 17, 2017 at 2:26 pm

Listening to Ray Edwards. I spent this day going over Ray Edwards templates and formatting my letter. I posted it on March 18, 2017 around 4 am.

Saturday, March 18, 2017 at 5:46 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? You know how excited I am and why. I sense a breakthrough today, but! That lurking fear of another disappointing day is there. Give me a break Father. You never give me any more than what I can take. I am so exited I can’t go to sleep. I’ll take a hot shower.

Saturday, March 18, 2017 at 12:03 pm

Father, no much has changed since I posted the letter this morning. We human beings are all alike no matter how we think to be different. I am blessed to be free to do as I please. To have all the time for myself. Whatever for should I be lamenting because of someone’s behavior? I guess because that insidious urge to control people. You are my Portion. You know all about,

  • My despondent thoughts.
  • My deflated emotions.
  • My aches & pains.

It’s all part of my human nature’s tendency to control. The insanity of my birth. As far back to my tender childhood I can remember my unceasing wailing. I cried, cried and cried some more to no avail. No one understood my excruciating pain for lack of attention. No one either did anything about it. They just let me cry or resort to physically give me something to cry about.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!


  1. Timing really is everything, isn’t it? I firmly believe that there are reasons for everything that happen in our lives. Everything is connected and intertwined and working in ways that are unknown to us right now, and working toward bringing us closer to where we need to be in our lives. And even if that isn’t true for some reason, I’m still going to keep believing this, because like you say, it is that HOPE that makes all the difference. The world needs our hopeful hearts, and for more people to have full, happy, hopeful hearts as well. It will be what saves us. Thoughts and prayers with you.

  2. thiaBasilia
    March 19, 2017

    Thanks Corey! I’m now totally on the HOPE train again–sober though! 🙂 Look at what I started to write and will post later,

    O my Father—O Father of mine? There is no way that we humans can figure out Your love. But definitely, the emotion that we call love is not Your love. It has been ten long years since my beloved children broke all connection with me. It has been nine long years since You compelled me to get out of the USA. You brought me to this region of the world. It has been seven years since You bonded Ahmad and I as mother & son.

    In the last seven years, You have demonstrated Your love to me. Is Your love some kind of emotion? Is it some kind of positive thinking? Is it sheer euphoria? Is it peace, joy, ability to handle ourselves to accomplish the ultimate good? Is it philanthropy? NAY! None of such virtues measures up to Your love. Assuredly not! Then, what is Your love?

    Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect on the love I have demonstrated to you in the past seven years. My love encompasses all the above plus. For in My love there is pain & hurt. In My love there is anger. In fact, in My love there is wrath. In My love there is jealousy. In My love there is sadness. In My love there is trust. In My love there is long-suffering. In My love there is endurance, and unfathomable wisdom never conceived in the human mind.

    Now, My child, because My children have been programmed to the concepts of love now rampart in the world, there is anxiety, confusion, doubt, unbelief, suspicion, cringing fear of man, judging, wrangling, colossal want to control everything! Why is this so? 2:35 pm

    His answer is in the link of the post you just commented on. In effect He is bringing us all to the First Commandment. Once He does the work of bringing us to truly keep that first commandment, the rest will automatically follow. Isn’t that something? Reading each by the power of His love from on high will usher the Kingdom of Heaven down to earth! O what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all get together and sing & shout the victory! 🙂

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