Journal — An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

The agony of my soul … May your own soul move upwards right above the stars. Behold! The Ever Existent One waiting for you. Waiting for me. To set us free. May it so be done.

To conclude, once the end quote becomes the reality of your life? You will have no problem in connecting with yours truly and benefitting from the treasure in her heart to share with you.

I’m ready now to publish this powerful post that could change your whole world from good to excellent, even more, perfect! Perfect world knocking at your door. What more could you ever want for?

Tuesday, March 21, 2017 at 9:29 am

Write & publish & optimize. I’ll do the rest. Alright, how ‘bout reading, my Father? That’s part of Your writing task. You have to read to write. Yes, I do read. Sometimes I hit a really good read connecting with my spirit but! For the most? I sadly must confess, I find no connection with the rest. A multitude of writings exulting the Self Glorified Mind of our birth.

What about You, my Father? Where are You? What am I to do, my Father?

The whole worldly spectrum is enough to deplete my soul of any hope for change if only momentarily but! I will continue to write & publish & optimize whatever You lead me to do.

I know the time is near for Your Mighty Being to arise with healing in Your hands. I know Your Plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation will soon happen.

I wait for such grand event. I wait with patience & composure in hope. Hope is the evidence of things not yet seen. Regardless, O my Father — O Father of mine? Regardless my heart desire to wait with patience & composure? I wonder, How long? How long must I wait my Father, how long?

• How long must I wait for that email from Diana?
• How long must I wait for that call from Landon?
• How long must I wait to chat with Denise?
• How long must I wait to hear any news from Robin?
• How long must I wait for Roxana to make time to contact me?
• How long must I wait for Ahmad’s call?

I’ll wait. I refuse to give up the hope.

You promised my work shall be rewarded — my children shall return home where they belong. They shall return home — the same home of my habitat. My habitat in Your Presence, the essence and central core of my soul. For all Your beloved You are, the home where all belong.

So, I am often misunderstood. I been accused of wanting my children to come home to me, but! That’s not the case. To come home where I live? Yes, but, that’s not my home — that’s my Father’s heart. I live in my Father’s heart. My Father is my home. likewise, my Father is the home for all His children.

Monday, March 20, 2017 at 11:11 pm

Dear Reader, my life is flying upwards like a rocket! Most of the time I am holding on and enjoying the ride in the Presence of my Heavenly Father, but! Unfortunately, I have to come down to earth. When I do, when I come down to earth is like a crash landing! O man! Where am I at? What’s happening, my Father? Where are You? Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Ah! I hear You. “Write & publish & optimize. I will do the rest.”

So, this last week end? What can I say about it? Shock! Just now I am coming out of shock land into the Promised Land in my Father’s Presence. Here is what happened:

I write & publish & optimize as per Father’s instruction to do. That’s swell & dandy. Lots of readers are minding whatever Father gives me to write & publish. Sometimes within minutes of posting new readers respond.

Of course, I like that! I was getting quite comfy with all that activity. Then this last weekend’s shock — not a single like! (Tuesday, March 21, 2017 12:26 am) Going to sleep. Woke up. 3:38 am. Go fix coffee. Come to computer to write.

Tuesday, March 21, 2017 at 3:51 am

Thanks for sleep, my Father. And thanks for sending me the email about eating avocado seeds. I had several avocado seeds waiting for my planting them. I washed & peeled & cut them into pieces. I placed them in a jar in the fridge.

Yesterday, I headed to the family. They have a powerful blender. They pulverized my seeds. I came home with my golden treasure. I proceeded to make me a coconut smoothie.

I put a generous spoon of the golden power among other ingredients at hand. I got my ginger root and cut a couple of slices. I added it to the mixture. Placed the mixture in my blender. Added honey & a cup of hot water. High speeded the whole thing and, began to zip, zip, zip until I zipped the last drop.

I worked, worked, worked for better than three hours. Went to sleep around 12:30 am. Woke up pain free around 3:45 am. Wow! Pain free! The avocado seeds did their work. Their work? NAY! Father put those seeds to work. At last! He answered my plea to set me free from the nasty pain of many months before. How ‘bout that?

Anyhow, back to my shocking weekend. I wrote about it in a post I intent to edit before I post it because of the way things have developed. After I wrote my last line before I went to sleep around 12:30 am I intended to quote what I wrote about the weekend but I had to go to sleep.

Funny thing. It came to me at that point before I went to sleep, to check how I had published the posts. I did and found discrepancies in the posting. I corrected & updated. Surprise! The response was immediate just like before. Hahaha! HalleluYah! Where did my shocking weekend go? It’s still on record. Let me quote it:

Monday, March 20, 2017 at 5:35 am

Indeed! Phew! Not just what a day but! What a week end! I started the last post with a notice to entice all to click the link at the end of the post but! It looks like whoever read the head line just clicked away. Never even bother with the notice to my chagrin! Not even one like. It looks like the post was completely ignored! How puzzling!

• The previous post about the same subject was awesomely received.
• My emotions were elevated to the max but then!
• I realized the many awesome and not even one single buy or comment.
• I called Pat. Told the problem. Her answer: “That was not you. That was Ray Edwards! That’s why!”
• My emotions began the journey downwards.
• The encouraging emails from net friends were no more in my inbox.
• I asked Landon to call me to no avail.
• Ahmad has not bother to check on me for the last two days.
• Down my emotions plummeted!

What’s going on? I lamented to myself. I ran to my Father while things began to untangle my stupefaction like magic. It came to me, Check your inbox again.

• Ha! An encouraging email.
• An interesting subject line to click

Hum! Things begin to untangle in my mind. It’s not at all what seems to me and to Pat. That’s for sure. I retraced my steps.

• Checked dates and entries in the journal.
• Checked content of the last two posts.
• Checked the beginning and ending of both.

Monday, March 20, 2017 at 9:06 am

Well, where do I go from here my Father? I have accepted Your love as You made it clear for me in other writings. What sense does it make for me not to express my needs? Why do I sit here playing the martyr and expecting You to reward me? It does not make sense.

You bestowed me a loving family, why should I take them for granted? Why should I behave un-seemingly? Nonsense! Thanks for giving me the power of Your love to give not to take from them.

Alright! Now, back to this post. Evidently, the head line or title for the post was not to the liking of my readers. Or perhaps expressing the need for $280,000.00 gave anyone the wrong impression. No matter. For I am publishing & writing & optimizing as per our Creator’s will and desire for me to do. End of quote.

Tuesday, March 21, 2017 at 5:23 am

O my Father — O Father of mine? You are so good! Not just to me but! To all Your chosen children. Your Presence in my life becomes more real with every wacky step I take driven by the insanity I inherited at my birth.

Indeed! I stumble. Your hand filled with Your power of love from on high descends. You grasp my own hand and! Up I go to the mountain top to fully enjoy the still waters of Your Presence in my heart and in my life.

Truly, You are my Shepherd. My Master. My owner. I am Your bond servant. I am Your beloved child — Your thiaBasilia — the child of Your heart. You’ll never let me fall. Yeah, though I walk through the valley of fear & death, I fear no evil. I’ll will continue to proclaim with the Prophet Habakkuk,

Yahuwah/Yahushua my Beloved Master, He makes my feet like hinds’ feet…

• Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines,
• Though the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food,
• Though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,
• Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah/Yahushua my Beloved Master;
• I will exult in the victorious Master Yahuwah/Yahushua of my deliverance!
• Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army;
• He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility! Habbaqquq 3:17–19

Wow! Is my Father real or not? What a day of rejoicing this is turning out to be despite the reality of Habbaqquq 3:17–19. Hahaha! HalleluYah! Literally, among us blessed children in my present family, the fig tree is not blossoming and there is no fruit on the vines, our olive oil is failing most of the time, the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls. What stalls? For sure those must be the stall in the market we can’t afford, YET! This thiaBasilia rejoices in Yahuwah/Yahushua her Beloved Master; she exults in the victorious Master Yahuwah/Yahushua of her deliverance! Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua is her Strength, her personal bravery, and her invincible army; Her Master makes her feet like hinds’ feet and does make her to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon her high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility! That’s the honest truth & reality of my life in the Presence of my Father.

In conclusion, I have no room to doubt my Father in any way shape or form. We Are In The Days Of Abundance The Days Of Lack Are Coming. Let’s Prepare By The Power Of Love From On High. Partake with me of His promise.

He promised me this building. He promised me luscious gardens to produce veggies, fruits, honey right here in this building plus! He promised me the desert to plant healthy organic farms and abundant, healthy sources of animal protein to keep His chosen healthy & fit not only to survive but mainly to overcome the greatest tribulation ever experienced in the history of mankind, soon to engulf the whole globe. But this is the way the Father/Creator will shorten the days for His elect children.

This building is mine. Yes! But not mine for selfish purpose. Mine only to fulfill His promise if anyone listens to His voice that one would be the head not the tail. Let’s face it, now we are the tail, but! Our Father/Creator is fixing to reverse the coin by the power of His love from on high.

The building will not be for my private use alone. This building would be to serve the restored children of our Creator.

The time will come when commerce will be no more. A time of bartering. A time to support each other. A time to love the neighbor as we love our own selves. There will be no more mine don’t touch it! Rather, mine you welcome to partake of it with me. Rather, what’s mine is yours as well. My home is your home.

The building will be renovated with a solar dome over a garden of fruit & vegetables & flowers. There will be bee hives to supply honey for our survival.

I emphatically proclaim, Father is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; my Master makes my feet like hinds’ feet and does make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

I can’t hardly wait for the moment to throw my arms around your neck with a, “Welcome To My Garden, My Brother & Faithful Reader, Friend Or Supporter!” Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Yes I’m rejoicing in Yahuwah/Yahushua my Beloved Master; I’m exulting in the victorious Master Yahuwah/Yahushua of my deliverance!

Now, The Problem Of Mental Insanity Must Be Resolved Before The Fulfillment Of His Promise.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017 at 2:10 am

Thanks, my Father, for giving me the only solution for the problem of Mental Insanity besetting the whole globe of Your creation including us human beings. Indeed! We humans are inheritors of Mental Insanity. Our minds have been insanely programmed even before our births. Regardless, there is HOPE — the evidence of things not yet seen, aka, the only solution for the problem of Mental Insanity.

Hold it, my reader, hold it! I am coming to give you this simply amazing solution. A solution so ignored because of timing. It is not our fault directly but! It could be our fault if after coming into the knowledge of this solution we insist in your insane lifestyle of the moment.

Now, the changing of our lifestyle is not something that happens in one magical moment as we would like it to be. Nay! This change is a process that happens as we live our lives individually. Indeed. Our individual and unique lives. For you. For my children. For my circle of friends, even for my casual acquaintances. For all the readers and followers of the writings I am led to publish in the numerous blogs I have almost unconsciously created, this process has been in progress since the path of our lives crossed.

Let me reinstate one solid concept we got down pat, aka, the concept of mother & father. where this concept came from? Did it not come from the moment of our creation? Quote, ‘male & female He created them.’ Please dear reader, let me refresh our beginning not just for your sake but also for my own sake. Point by point let me quote the moment for our creation:

Genesis 1:27–31

• So The Creator created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of The Creator He created him (man); male and female He created them. [Col_3:9–10; Jas_3:8–9]
• And The Creator blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of The Creator and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
• And The Creator said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
• And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground — to everything in which there is the breath of life — I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
• And The Creator saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day.

Dear Reader, at this point let me suggest to you to read the first & second chapter of the Scriptures, commonly called, the Bible. The most readable version to me is the Amplified version. That is the version the Spirit of the Father/Creator led me to purchase way back in 1987. That version is still in my possession. At that time, it came to me, “Put your name instead of Abraham or Jacob or Isaiah. At that time, I was speaking to them. Now I am speaking personally to you.”

Unbelievable how those Scriptures became alive within my being. That life process began the moment my name was as if by magic called instead of the ancient names. The Father/Creator has been personally speaking to this thiaBasilia ever since. WOW! What an experience! A radical change within my being. A power never before in the wildest of my imaginings.

Now, it’s time to reveal to you the simple solution for the Mental Insanity besetting this world that we inhabit. Indeed! Perhaps you are still in your early years. Perhaps you have lived many years. The fact is you are here reading these lines. Why?

Timing! Whether you are young or old it is your time to hear with your spiritual ears. No, you do not have to go and get the Amplified version of the Bible. The truth is, just by reading these lines, the Scriptures quoted are reviving the dormant Spirit within your being. Thus, your time is here to hear. Your time is here to absorb the solution revealed at the end of the Book of Ecclesiastes. Point by point, I present to you the only solution for the Mental Insanity besetting not only the world but also each one of us individually.

Ecclesiastes 12:11–14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

1. Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is.
2. Keep His commandments

• For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
• The object of God’s providence.
• The root of character
• The foundation of all happiness
• The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man

1. For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

To conclude, once the above quote becomes the reality of your life? You will have no problem in connecting with yours truly and benefiting from the treasure in her heart to share with you.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂