Sunday, April 2, 2017 at 6:55 pm
O man! All that given to me has elevated my emotions to the max, but! It looks like at this hour all things coming to me are negative. Perhaps the best thing I can do is to go to sleep.
I guess to hear the expression, “It’s Sunday, I am going to church.” throws me into the pit. It’s like no matter what? It’s business as usual. O my Father—O Father of mine? Where are my kindred spirits? Where are the ones that dare to ‘quit’ business as usual? I’m going to sleep. I know You will get me out of this pit.
Monday, April 3, 2017 at 3:22 am
Who are you, O human being who dares to destroy any good your evil reason considers bad? Your email was like the sickle in the evil hands of the head cutters, but! The Ever Existent One, the Great I am has stayed my hand. I choose to ignore your evil attack. I know your ignorance has been programmed in your mind. It is not your fault.
Perhaps there is hope for you. You could choose life instead of the life of death you have been programmed to choose. I present to you the following Sacred Proposal.
Monday, April 3, 2017 at 4:14 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? What caused me to write the previous entry? Was it my own misunderstanding or was it Your wisdom to warn any human of the evil programmed in the human mind? The second applies here, it is Your wisdom quickening me to write or do whatever. Then? My perennial, “Why did You whatever I have done?
Well? Not any different this morning. I woke up reflecting in the two incidents that caused my depression and doubt of yesterday. I wrote the entry referring to a conversation I had with an old friend and to a comment that came to my inbox.