Hum! That lasted for a long time. In fact, I am still told how good I was. I am still told there was no need to change myself, but! The Creator? Ha! The time came when He descended upon me. He commanded me to stand up and give an account of my knowledge versus His knowledge. WHAT? I thought I knew You but! Now I see.

I stood there naked in the sight of the Almighty. My face to the ground, I exclaimed, “I repent in dust and ashes.” Wow! This time? My face remains on the ground. His face shines from me, yes indeed! I know it because He tells me it does.

Why The War Between Two Natures/The Core Of Mental Insanity…

Wednesday, March 29, 2017 at 1:57 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? My trust & confidence are in You. I fear no evil. You are with me. Let me this day continue with the task You have assigned unto me. Deliver me from all distressful thoughts & feelings. You know the situation. You are in control. No problem. No worries. I wait on You to intervene in our behalf.

Let’s go back to the title of this post: The War Between Two Natures/The Core Of Insanity…

  • The precious versus the vile.
  • The human nature versus the Creator’s nature.
  • Choose life.
  • Choose death.

Well, about my former understanding of the first commandment. The truth? I was far from keeping the First and Most Important of the commandments, but! I was totally oblivious to such fact until, the Almighty convicted me on the spot. I have recorded that matter in many of my previous writings.

Even as much as I have recorded the matter of my conviction before, let me briefly recount the exact date of my conviction. That conviction happened on October 21, 1986. At that time, I had returned to my former conniving ways to earn my living against His commandment in August of 1985 for me to write. For in June 20, 1985, the Messiah stepped into my tumultuous life. The miracle of my transformation became a reality. Next? Quote,

First Words Spoken To Me By Father Yahuwah. My Father spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985.

Father says to me at this moment:

  • “I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.
  • You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Father and hold My flowers.”
  • Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. Father answered to me:

  • “You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY not your flowers.”

A second Word,

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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