Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be OK, Father?”
- “I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off ME. Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious. Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”
Father, help me? I pleaded.
- “I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole.
- Quit trying to perfect My work.
- Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
- Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for my own reasons, even if you don’t understand my reasons.
- You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.
- Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.
- Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use you. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to be used by it. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains. I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it.
- So, don’t worry about anything. Take everything in this day and know that My name will be glorified because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.
- Every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished.”
You know what, Pat? I am also talking to you, my faithful Reader, you know what? Those words have been fulfilled 100% up this moment of time. You have been picking those flowers from me through my writings, but! Ahmad? He done frisked me to this? O man! To this Amman, Jordan. Not anything like my beautiful Aqaba, Jordan. I was having me a good time there but! Father warned me that was to happen. I am to bring cheer to these strange people. Only the power of His love empowers me to cheer them up against all odds.
Coming back to my conviction. On October 21, 1986, He stripped all means to support my own self from me. He then commanded me to separate the precious from the vile. The promise if I did so? Quote:
Therefore, thus says the Master to yours truly as He said to His Prophet Jeremiah:
If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece.
[But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].
Hey! Should I say anymore? Nay! Not in this post anyhow. I should continue next post with the issue of United Kindred Spirits. That will be our Father/Creator’s way to join us all to conquer the Mental Insanity that besets this world.