Be on the lookout! Don’t know how am I to word what or how United Kindred Spirits shall become the unique project in the mind of all the souls within the reach of this unique blog. Perhaps. It is not my faith. It is my Father’s faithfulness!
Wednesday, March 29, 2017 at 4:59 pm
Father, O my Father—O Father of mine! You know that right now I have ample opportunity to despair. People’s behavior towards me is causing me much pain. I could just count my loses and call it quits, but! I WONT!
My trust and confidence are set on You. I refuse to waver. I have not got the slightest idea of how You will materialize Your promise of riches to me. I am so broke, I can’t pay attention. If anyone wants a penny or my life? They will have to take my life, it’s that bad!
Anyhow, it is not that You have not supplied the funds for my needs. The fact is that I had to put my needs aside. I had to considered my neighbor’s needs. This is not the first time I had to do such but, now? I have my people questioning my expenses. Is the questioning that is bothering me, but! At the same time, I understand. My people have amply supplied extra funds for my expenses. They have the right to question.
So, how can I get over this attitude of despair for lack of funds to take care of my extras like my Internet, my ink, the staples I need to take care of my body, and even an extra penny for whatever else is needed? Also, I need to take care of my teeth. I need to finish the apartment repairs.
I see also the needs of the family. From dental care to health food and more, it’s has become an unsurmountable mountain to climb. But You know all about it. I refuse to despair. You are never late. You never give me any more than what I can take. I wait on You. Thanks for letting me dump this whole burden on You.