Yes, You know my heart is broken by the attitude of Your people all over the world. Perhaps my problem is the lost of my focus on You. Why am I troubled with people’s staunch beliefs, opinions, and attitudes towards You and me and everything I do or say or write? Why am looking at the monstrous impossibility for change?
I proclaim the fact that nothing is impossible unto You. Even so, I find myself in a state of doubt that it is so. Why? You know why. I really do not know anything anymore. O my Father! I am lost! Gather me to Yourself again! I cannot keep quoting words without results anymore, I just can’t! You know that. Unless people see results, tangible results, it is impossible for them to believe. How can they believe what they cannot see?
They have a hard time believing even when they see the material manifestation of Your doings in my life. Why? Because, I am still lacking the power to help the downtrodden. Perhaps that’s the problem. All power belongs to You. Perhaps there is still that insidious want of power for my own selfish gain?
O my Father! Remove the iniquity from me! Quickly! Remove such satanic evil far from me! Unless You do the work, unless You deliver me, there is no other way out of this awful satanic trap! I wait on You. I refuse to doubt You. No matter what I see. No matter what I think. No matter what I feel. No matter what I hear. No matter whatever anyone does or says to me or about me or about You, NO MATTER! I REFUSE TO DOUBT YOU!
You are my Shield. You are my Defense. You are my Advocate. I have nothing to fear. You will keep me this day resting underneath Your everlasting arms. I live in Your secret place, sheltered by Your power. No foe can withstand Your power. All is well with my soul. I worship You!