Of course, what am I to Ahmad? Nothing but a story teller! And for the response I get from other sources? Hum! They are far out there stuck on their own brilliant concepts of You and Your words but! Where is there a recognizing of the truth that can set us free? What truth?
- The truth of our smugness in what we understand about You and Your words.
- The truth about You and us.
- The truth about You and Your creation.
- The truth about the arrogance in the knowledge programmed in the human mind?
Such crap instilled in the human mind by the devil himself! What is the devil’s aim?
- To distract us from the simplicity of becoming as a little child.
I pray & hope not to be counted in that number. You promised to keep me from reverting to my wicked ways of self-righteousness. I trust You. I refuse to go by my own thinking & feelings. Going to bed. 5:42 pm
Friday, April 21, 2017 at 1:45 am
Father? there is a raucous going on downstairs. What is it this disturbed people rant about at this hour of the morning? Here is my state & condition of the moment. You know all about it. I am so disgusted with the ways of the devil. Quote,
What are you afraid of? Tim Grahl asks.
Tim Grahl, You have caught me at a point of explosion with these timely questions. What are you afraid of? What is it that I fear?
I fear no man, dear Tim! I fear Him Who can hurl me into the Lake of fire!
Yes, I know the thing of the moment is to be no hell, no wrath, no right or wrong. Only unconditional love for whoever & whatever. Joy. Peace. Breath. Yoga. Meditate. Find your true self. Believe in yourself. New Age. The femininity of God….Must I go on?
Even so, on April 27, 2008 around 5 am, the Master Almighty Creator called me. Matthew 10 was seared in my heart forever. I answered the call. I had no choice.
Here I am nine years later. I’m still on call. I still have no choice. I’m His bound slave. No regrets. Not an inkling of desire to return to the slavery of my happy/good/well thought of Christian life among dotting children and admiring friends.
If you read Matthew 10, think of my life for the last nine years. Exactly as it is written. All recorded in the journal of my life.