It is not that I believe this to be so. Not at all! I put no stock on my beliefs, or deductions about anything, but!
- My focus is firmly set on my Master. He leads me all the way. On the spot I am told what to write or say or do.
Thirty years plus I have been led to tell His people of their sin. I have done so as per His exact instructions written in all over by now not just in the Bible.
- Nothing like my former misunderstanding of such writings.
- Nothing is like we human beings have been programmed to believe.
Alright, from the beginning in 1985 I was instructed not to use His words for my own greedy financial gain. In 2005 I tempted Him and published my autobiography. I suffered the consequences. Took the book off the market in 2006. No Tim, this is not my imagination. These things that I write are spiritual facts not imaginations of any kind.
Once I went back on the track of obedience, He reestablished me in His service in 2007. In 2008 He sent me out of the USA. Then, my final destination until His return, this Jordan in the Middle East.
What is happening now? Exactly a year ago, He gave me the apartment of my dreams. Then I heard myself tell to Ahmad (the gentleman, the son Father has gifted to me for my care) I hear myself telling him, “Tell that woman you will buy this building!”
Hum! My mouth pronounced those words but! They surely did not come from me. Preposterous! I haven’t got a lick of business sense much less a dime to my name to buy a stick of gum, but! I been repeating the same sentence to Ahmad more times that I can remember. No, I am not practicing any affirmations or psyching myself up. All I know is this is my building.