Me? My carnal human nature? I blame it on You. Yes, You know it. You know that I am angry and so are You. We are at the times of Noah, but! No one seems to care. My heart is full of joy and gratitude because of Your mercy to give us an opportunity to prepare for the future destruction coming to us, but! No one responds. Not even Ahmad is seriously joining me in obedience to Your word.
I have been working for You for better that 30 years. I have published all details of Your work within me. Still, no response other than, “That’s nice. Wish I could write like you!”
Ahmad? He is too busy with what seems to be ‘Important’ to him, like getting me honey & whatever to appease his conscious for not responding to the voice within me.
- No, this is not a complain. But we are as it were the times of Noah now more than ever before, and! No one seems to do anything about it. So long they been reading those words, and? Nothing! No fear of You. Least that’s what seems to me. Quote,
Gen 6:11 The earth was depraved and putrid in God’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power). End of quote.
The truth is, You have brought me to the point of sitting still. To the point of letting the blind follow the blind. I am perfectly content up here in my place of spiritual quietness or peace that surpasses the human understanding.
- No human being can connect with this state of my being unless, You open their eyes & ears to see & to hear You and Your voice as I see You & hear Your voice. THAT’S WHY I am angry at You! Because it seems to me, You have not done so.
Coming to terms with the truth You have revealed to us all, I am no longer angry. Thanks, my Father. You always speak to us all, not just to me. It looks most everybody either ignore You or attribute to their credit whatever they hear.
