Ahmad? He is too busy with what seems to be ‘Important’ to him, like getting me honey & whatever to appease his conscious for not responding to the voice within me.
- No, this is not a complain. But we are as it were the times of Noah now more than ever before, and! No one seems to do anything about it. So long they been reading those words, and? Nothing! No fear of You. Least that’s what seems to me. Quote,
Gen 6:11 The earth was depraved and putrid in God’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power). End of quote.
The truth is, You have brought me to the point of sitting still. To the point of letting the blind follow the blind. I am perfectly content up here in my place of spiritual quietness or peace that surpasses the human understanding.
- No human being can connect with this state of my being unless, You open their eyes & ears to see & to hear You and Your voice as I see You & hear Your voice. THAT’S WHY I am angry at You! Because it seems to me, You have not done so.
Coming to terms with the truth You have revealed to us all, I am no longer angry. Thanks, my Father. You always speak to us all, not just to me. It looks most everybody either ignore You or attribute to their credit whatever they hear.
I don’t mind saying it but! I do like people telling me “awesome” for everything I write, but! O well, it bothers me, because I do not write from my head smarts—I do not deserve the ‘awesome’ they give me. Or, perhaps they are not awesome ‘me’? Perhaps I am only attributing the credit to myself? Mea culpa! I am the guilty one. Mercy, my Master!
Thursday, May 4, 2017 at 2:26 pm
Well, it’s the middle of the afternoon. Ahmad promised to come this afternoon. Yazeed promised to come as well. Would they come? Maybe yes. Maybe not. They do not know how to keep their word. I am finally getting to terms with such behavior. I no longer fret about it.
Friday, May 5, 2017 at 5:57 am
Ha! Neither Ahmad nor Yazeed showed up just like I figured they wouldn’t. It did not bother me. I waited and waited. Finally, around 8 pm little Ephraim showed up with my jars of honey. Hahaha! So much love in the family!
