“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”
Dear Reader, that was the end of my chasing gods, but! The beginning of this supernatural life that I now live! Can you imagine my surprise of last night?
Searching my files of 2007 for the day when Father delivered me from mental insanity, my search was in vain. Somehow that entry can no longer be found, but! I bumped into other interesting writings until I read,
- PREPARING FOR THE INEVITABLE Practical Lessons in Enduring and Overcoming
Automatically, I clicked and began to read. I recognized Yedidah. Hum! I thought and kept reading the amazing overview of the state & condition of all the people in the world. Quite an accurate piece of information. Again, something I been writing about from day one.
She writes about how there are not many humans that scare Satan regardless all the goodness and beauty of human love and religious practices in the world. But then, she came to the piece that applies to me verbatim!
I can hardly read it for the tears of joy flowing from my lachrymal. This is what the Spirit within me wanted to whisper in my heart to lift me up and comfort me in the midst of this trial I am going through with the fund raising and no financial support from a single soul.
Even Ahmad, no support! All I hear is the chanting in my ears from Satan himself, “Just as well give up! You are crazy! Whoever hear of anyone dishing money to the likes of you?” On and on the chanting go!
Now? Let Satan chant and ramble to disassemble. He is now EXPOSED big time—HE IS TERRIFIED with my presence on his turf!
Dear Reader, here is the fact of my present stand in the sight of the Almighty as well as in the sight of many who are experiencing this me that Father has made for Him to be.
Perhaps Father can wet your appetite to taste of His mercy not just to me, but to all in His image created to be.
