Indeed, I am human, but! The Father/Creator of our beings saw fit to choose me to deliver this message of repentance. Why me? I cannot brag about His choosing because he did it only to baffle and bring to nothing all human knowledge & wisdom. For as far as clout or any resemble of knowledge & wisdom or influential past? I have none to brag about.
So, what is the sin of the leaders & followers? The lack of recognition. The lack of repentance or turning away from their self-righteousness. Repentance from the insidious cultivation & exaltation of the human mind and emotional system.
Thus, the first words of Yahushua’s public ministry, “REPENT! Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”
Duh! It took me years of good religious life—I mean I was a ‘good’ Christian woman. Even from my early childhood, born & baptized in the Catholic Church. As an adult, a devoted Catholic—one who attended mass every day without fail. Then, a divorce. No more hope of heaven for me. No need to uphold my moral principles. Then? The first awakening. I experienced my Father’s mercy, but! Still, I had yet much more to experience.
For years on end I sat on the pews of many churches absorbing inspiring teachings. I was a faithful admirer & follower of many well-meaning teachers and leaders of the flock. Little did I know I had placed them in the throne of my heart.
But! My time came. The whirlwind of the Almighty knocked me down along all my ‘gods’. The most devastating moment of my life. Then the Almighty Father/Creator asked me for the key to the deepest part of my being. How that happened to be?
