“You’ll never be successful until you get out of your own way.”
Hahaha! That’s why I am successful! I gotten out of my own way. Behold the power of love from on high! That love lifedt me up. What about you, my friend? Are you willing to let that love drench your whole being?
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, July 12, 2017 at 8:22 pm
Father? I am here again to dump on You. You know how much I was waiting for this day to start my lessons, but! I am finding myself reflecting on the many obstacles in my way. For example, I ran out of ink and paper to print my lessons. I do not have the money nor the ability to go shopping not only for ink & paper but also for other things I could use while I take my lessons and beyond.
Perhaps, I need to reconsider taking these lessons. Reading the first lesson, I feel discouraged. The learning curve is quite high. Should I cancel the course? Perhaps this is just a distraction from Your purpose for my life. I will discuss the matter with Joyce. There are many free tutorials that could help me.
Father? Perhaps this is a lesson in humility You needed to teach me. For You know how humiliating it is to admit a mistake or whatever one wants to call not making the best choice, but! I know You are in all of this. You lead me all the way. Even all my maniacal ideas of doing one thing or the other it is something under Your control.
Wednesday, July 12, 2017 at 10:42 pm
Thanks, my Father! It’s done! I cancelled the course at Wilks. This is an example of Your ways to control our doings. I am free to choose without fear of making the wrong choice because, I know with certainty You are watching over me. Should my choice is not the best? You show it to me for me to choose otherwise. What a way to exercise freedom of choice!
Father? How can I not be concerned with the lack of response from so many recipients of the email You instructed me to deliver? Perhaps Your people do not have the time or inclination to respond. Perhaps You do not intent for me to get the glory that only belongs to You. I thank You for the power of Your love from on high You have invested upon me. No fears. No worries. All is well with my soul. It’s 11:21 pm. Time for sleep.