As usual, I have been wondering all over not knowing exactly what is what? One moment I am healthy and hopeful. The next moment? Back the pain returns with a vengeance. A rash on my face and other part of my body. Food could be the cause. Quit eating this or that. Nothing helps.

Been a few days now. Despair comes for a visit. Disturbed, but! Can’t figure out what my disturbance is all about? Suddenly! I burst into tears and exclaim, “I AM SCARED, MY FATHER!!!”

The tears flowed as I remember my best friend’s bout with a rare disease of the blood. She broke out in itching blisters all over her body. The blisters would bust—a horrible sight! My friend endured the horrendous attack for six months before she took her last breath. My fear? I could have been heading in the same direction.

My tears ceased. Peace and well-being overtook my body, mind and soul. Just then? Ahmad at the door bearing all kinds of healing foods to restore my body. I shared with Ahmad. Once again, we connected. He left. I got back to my writing. Eventually I slept on and off until I woke up from a vivid dream around 5 am.

In my dream, I saw a retractable screen. At the bottom of the screen? A big arrow pointing to the pulling handle. I pulled. A film display began to roll displaying ALL the post in the numerous blogs I have been inspired to create. Headline after headline after headline…Wow!

AWEKENED! What comes to mind? That surprise posting of my headline. http://paper.li/f-1399208123?edition_id=3df40a10-6fb7-11e5-a4e4-002590a5ba2d#/ Until this morning, I have not been able to understand the purpose for that headline appearing in paper.li. Almost daily the emails from paper.li appear in my sight since the appearing of that headline in October, 2015. Me? Not interested, but! A weird sense not to delete such mailings.