The tears flowed as I remember my best friend’s bout with a rare disease of the blood. She broke out in itching blisters all over her body. The blisters would bust—a horrible sight! My friend endured the horrendous attack for six months before she took her last breath. My fear? I could have been heading in the same direction.
My tears ceased. Peace and well-being overtook my body, mind and soul. Just then? Ahmad at the door bearing all kinds of healing foods to restore my body. I shared with Ahmad. Once again, we connected. He left. I got back to my writing. Eventually I slept on and off until I woke up from a vivid dream around 5 am.
In my dream, I saw a retractable screen. At the bottom of the screen? A big arrow pointing to the pulling handle. I pulled. A film display began to roll displaying ALL the post in the numerous blogs I have been inspired to create. Headline after headline after headline…Wow!
AWEKENED! What comes to mind? That surprise posting of my headline. http://paper.li/f-1399208123?edition_id=3df40a10-6fb7-11e5-a4e4-002590a5ba2d#/ Until this morning, I have not been able to understand the purpose for that headline appearing in paper.li. Almost daily the emails from paper.li appear in my sight since the appearing of that headline in October, 2015. Me? Not interested, but! A weird sense not to delete such mailings.
Monday, August 14, 2017 at 1:40 pm
Well, with that thought in mind, I proceeded to take care of my food situation. All the time I been chopping and kneading kraut and more, my mind? Full speed on the dream and my thoughts when I woke up. What are You showing me, my Father? I dare not go by any of my deductions. Lead me in the way I should go. What am I to post next? What am I to do with what I suspect to be the meaning of this dream? Am I to reconnect with paper.li or should I wait until they rediscover me?
O my Father, my troubles are multiplying. The rash in my face is worse now than ever before. I suspect is a water problem. My water purification should have been taken care of a long time ago, but! It has not been resolved at all. One excuse after the next month after month. I know You are bringing things to a closure. You are leading me all the way. You are teaching me to stand up as Your mouthpiece. This is a brand-new lesson to learn. What’s different than what You already taught me?
O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Up to the days before Maria’s birth, I taught you to live above the things that are a necessity for your physical existence like food and water and shelter. Moreover, I taught you to live with the lack of human care. I showed you the futility to set your hope on mankind. I taught you to set your focus on Me now more than ever before.
