Bless my heart! Since I gave up all searches for success and self-control, my success and strong will power has taken a leap upward! No 12 or any number of ways to increase my willpower at all. Only ONE way, “Unless you become as little child you cannot enter the Kingdom of heaven.”
I been blessed with a child-like attitude for a long time now, but! Here lately? My attitude is confirmed ten-fold. No longer any need to search for ways to do anything at all! Whatever I need to do or not to do, it happens effortless in my part. O yes, I work very hard but gladly. I am not idle or slothful whatsoever, but! Whatever I do, is not taxing work. Rather, is an outlet for my creativity.
Why should I be following the multitude when I already have what they are looking for? On the contrary, soon the multitude shall be following the Spirit within me. Why? Because I have what they haven’t got—a child-like attitude. All things have been given unto me. Just like good parents give good gifts to their children so does my Father/Creator for me. And, could do for you!
Thursday, August 17, 2017 at 8:17 pm
Perhaps I should title my journal ‘Conversations with my Father/Creator’? I think it won’t make a bit of difference. Unless You quicken anyone to read what You give me to write, titles won’t make a bit of difference.
Friday, August 18, 2017 at 3:30 am
Been sleeping on and off since around 9 pm last night. This time I been up since around 2:30 am. Been revising all written to publish in the next post, but! I am still sleepy. I don’t feel good. My head hurts. Perhaps a cup of coffee is in order.
It’s now 4:04 am. In a couple of hours, the sun will rise. Another glorious day of Your making shall greet me. Perhaps the poignant questions in this writing need to be posted now. Perhaps Your Presence in my heart confirms to someone Your existence. Perhaps Your loving care for me could be an incentive for anyone to come and reason things with You. Perhaps.
I am at a point of disillusion with all reactions from the human element. I read about it on the daily basis. So many super spiritual ones impressing the simple mind of so many souls! Indeed! Disillusion is a good thing for me. The blinds are coming off my eyes. The more I read, the more I see the ignorant arrogance of the most brilliant minds in this world. Whether religious or the new ‘spiritual’ thing the world is touting? Arrogance & Ignorance kiss each other.
