Thursday, August 24, 2017 at 6:18 pm.
The day time is almost ending. I spend it creating a graphic. My mind and heart are heavy with the anger and hate that goes around. But You tell me to sit still. No need to panic. You are in control of it all. I will pull the graphic now.
Thursday, August 24, 2017 at 8:03 pm.
I do feel alone right now. Have no words to describe this sense of aloneness. I know You are right here with me. You never leave nor forsake me. Soon this moment will be over. Your Light will shine again in my troubled soul. You know all about it.
Friday, August 25, 2017 at 3:47 am.
I do feel alone right now. Why not? I know that You are with me, O my Father, I know it for sure, but! In this world? I have not yet found a place to lay my head. Corruption is the reality of this world. One way or the other, the human mind is corrupted as well. Just when I sense connection with someone. Just when I think I found the place I ought to be? Reality sets in.
There is no one. There is no place. In one hand, we claim worthiness and goodness. In the other hand, either we set ourselves to write and read filthy sex stories or whatever appeals to our carnal senses, cooking shows, the news, wholesome movies and on and on we go. There is no exception. No one is good. No one is righteous. We have ALL gone astray from the Creator we so brag about. We call evil good and good evil. We simply cannot let go of our carnal ways.
You alone are my SomeOne. You alone are my Secret Place, but! I am in this world. You have a purpose for my life. And though the reality of this world throws my emotions temporarily out of kilt, Your purpose for my life remains firm & steady.