Thus, my story develops as one reads the details of my daily doings. All details—what I or not think, what I feel or not feel, what I do or don’t do. How I relate with my Father in the heavens and in my heart. What I eat. What I wear. My strengths and my weakness. My evil and good thoughts. I dare to hope? None of it boring! I dare to hope I have pricked your interest so far.
Next? Several chapters of my original autobiography, closing with more of my present life in the Presence of my Father/Creator.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017 at 12:14 pm.
The run of the mill ‘Bible Study’? Let me make it clear. It is not me that is opposed to such practice, but! There is the Almighty Creator of our beings that does so. My only task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever the Spirit of the Creator within my being quickens me to write and publish and optimize.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017 at 3:12 pm.
Father? Unless You intervene. Unless You show us the way to overcome this money situation, we cannot overcome it. It’s a worry that lurks in our minds no matter how willing we are to wait on You. You never give me any more than what I can take. On top of needing money now my mouse is acting up. I fear something dreadful is causing this problem. Microsoft refused to help me. They want more money than what I pay them.
I downloaded a program to fix it. Don’t know if it’ll get fixed. I am disgusted again! When is not one things going wrong is another. On top of that my friend is in the hospital. You know how I hate hospitals. Our faith is just not there my Father. Help us!
And the worst of all is that I don’t know again what is what in either of the books I am working on. Show me the way. Help! I am afraid my story is not for real. I feel all this talking with You is all in my imagination. There is no materialization of any of Your promises in sight. If anything all is negative. Where did my courage and power and love and strength go all of a sudden, my Father? Help me!
Tuesday, September 19, 2017 at 4:12 pm.
