Well, that program did not work. I uninstalled. I did some trouble shooting myself. Now I will restart the computer and see if it works.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017 at 4:45 pm.
Father? It looks like all is well again. Thanks. I know this is what is pleasing unto You. You want me to come to You as if You right here with me. It feels like is not real, but it is. Not material or physical that I can see it or touch it, but! Real. Authentic. You are the only reality in existence. What am I saying? That sounds like crazy talk. But You know it is not crazy talk. Only is not ordinary. So, I think it to be crazy.
Now? What about the books? My inbox gets full with emails about making a living as a writer. About one’s dream life. Make money. Sell. Buy. Success. Health. I look. I click some. I read. Some make sense. Others don’t make sense. The hype goes on just the same.
Me? I no longer pay mind to any of it. I wait on You, but then? Always that lurking fear of when? I know You have it all under control for us. I know the time to fulfill Your promises is coming. In the meantime? Write, publish and optimize. Right now? Fixing me a drink. Then perhaps a nap.
10:13 pm sleep again?
Father? Are we all just looking for what? What makes a story interesting? The thread from the Introduction is good, but! then I drift into a bunch of non-so attractive headlines. Show me what to eliminate and what to replace. Show me the way to present my story in the way You would want it to be presented to captivated Your children’s attention for their benefit not for my glorification. I am sleepy.
Wednesday, September 20, 2017 at 2:25 am.
Thanks for sleep, my Father. Though I do not physically see or touch You, I know You are with me. You see to it that all my needs are taken care of. You pay no mind to my demands for attention because You know how badly I do need that attention. You made us to be loved and to love. Thus, erratic behavior when we do not feel that love and attention.
O yes! Life depends on love. Only the word is corrupted, but! not to worry. You are now restoring us. Behold! The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!