How Clear It Is To Me Now To See What Is Happening With Myself, With My Writings, And! With Ye All Dear Readers And Followers!
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thiaBasilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, September 20, 2017 at 12:10 pm.
Been sleeping pretty good here lately. My health is improving by the day. The site thia-basilia.com got mess-up. I will now restore the computer to the 17th. Perhaps that will resolve my troubles. I am not sure about what is happening with the mouse or with the computer. I am hoping for You to send me help. Thanks my Father.
Wednesday, September 20, 2017 at 8:23 pm.
What am I looking for, my Father? All is well. Or is it? What am I missing, my Father? What am I looking for?
Thursday, September 21, 2017 at 5:35 am.
Perhaps sickness and diseases, lack of money to buy herbs and honey instead of doctors and cheap food is getting to me. When we are in pain we do all kinds of dumb things. We have no strength to rely on You. I remember my past running all over the place begging for pain killers. I got the pain killers along with the killers of the chemical balance of my body.
I am still battling the consequences of 12 years of pain killers and every drug in the market to destroy my overall health. Yes, I did get relief for my pain, but only for a couple of hours, then? Take another pill! Hospitals. Labs. Tests. And repeat! All negative. Why am I suffering? Was my desperate request with no solution available other than, “Let’s try this pill.” And repeat.
Was it the doctors’ fault? NAY! The doctors did not come looking for me. I went looking for them. why? Here we go. Why do we do such dumb things when we are in pain? I have no answer, but! Our Father/Creator does.