Roundabout. Not Straightforward? My Disagreements Are Against Him. He, Alone Makes The Rules Not Meeting With My Approval.
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Thursday, September 21, 2017 at 9:58 pm.
Sleep is such a blessing. Thanks for it, my Father. I am writing and posting and optimizing. You are doing the rest. The likes keep coming in. I don’t want to get smug about it, my Father. But You know it.
You know all about my fears and my doubts. You know about all the lurking expectations for the manifestation of Your promises now not later. But You also know of my patient endurance because You have endued such to me. I wait on You. I worship You.
Friday, September 22, 2017 at 8:00 am.
Father? I keep looking for money, but! I do not need money. I NEED You! I need You to show me the way to overcome this annoying need for money that is not anywhere in sight. How am I to enjoy a life other than the life I now enjoy in Your Presence? To live in Your Presence? Joy inexplicable and full of Your esteem regardless the lack of money. Money will come. Would that change the joy bubbling in my heart at the sight of Your Presence? NAY! The joy inexplicable at the sight of Your Presence is and it shall forever be with me.
You are the center of my being. You are the essence of my life. The immensity of Your Being covers me now and for eternity. No turning back. Your immensity blocks all the ways to return to the world of lack. Secured underneath Your everlasting arms, I rest. All is working for the best.
I love and worship You. Eyes have not seen nor ears have heard nor has entered in the mind of man what You have in store for those who love and worship You. Is my mind set in what You have in store for me?