O my Father! That’s exactly my fear! What is this thing my Father that troubles me? That thing about love for gain—a love in vain. Set me free! O set me free! All I want is Thee! But then? What reason is within me to want only Thee? Set me free! O set me free even from me.
Friday, September 22, 2017 at 12:42 pm.
What is happening with me this day, my Father? What’s underneath the awful mood I find myself in?
Friday, September 22, 2017 at 4:50 pm.
No change in my mood. The mouse continue to act up. Don’t know what or if anything is seriously wrong. Can’t find help anywhere. It’s just one of those days!
It’s now 7:28 pm. I just found out Ahmad is ill again. I am so tired of illness and lack of money, and lack of so many things necessary for our health. O my Father, You know how down I am. Everywhere I turn there is the same story.
Help us Father. Unless You help us we will perish. Perhaps I sound like a broken record, but I must ask and keep on asking for Your power to overcome all this evil attacking us. I am reinstalling Windows 10 in hope to solve the computer problem.
Friday, September 22, 2017 at 10:30 pm
Windows is taking so long to download. Guess my Net is slow. I had it with all these problems. Then again? What about if there were no problems? Would it make a difference in our attitude? The rules in this world. The general attitude of people? It seems to be unchangeable. Set as in stones, but! Can You break such formidable barrier? Would the fair warning in the book turn them for or against the book?